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4 days ago

Sad in Hello

I’m sad. I’m going through the process. I know it’s not heart break. It’s the loss of a potential future that’s hurting me. It’s the loss of my Friday & Sunday night date, the loss of my Net...

6 days ago

Lessons learned in Hello

I think my long time readers are going to like this entry….. So, after I wrote my last entry, I got back with the guy. I talked to a friend who said to me that I had completely closed the door on...

August 23, 2019

Another breakup in Hello

I’m writing… must mean yet another breakup. This one is different. I never got too attached. On our first date I noped him. He was short, way too feminine for me, and not my type. We had talked f...

June 15, 2018

No shop June in Hello

So, no shop June hasn’t been a complete success, but I also haven’t really bought much at all. I have caught myself mindlessly browsing online.. & I have put a few things in my online cart. &...

I have a spending problem. I’m in way too much debt. I used to rationalize my debt by saying well I don’t make that much money & I have this mortgage all on my own. Well, I make a good salary...

May 05, 2018

Denial or shock in Hello

This is going to sound so weird, but I still haven’t accepted that my thumb is broken. I keep moving it & then screaming ow! I think it’s because everything happened so fast Fell Saturday. ...

April 26, 2018

Learning in Hello

I wrote this on the plane Monday night.... before I learned I need surgery. Figured I’d post it today anyways. It sums up how I feel. I’m very angry with some people in my life who claimed to be ...

i Wound up in the ER Saturday night. I fell at the beach bar & hit my head open. I have gashes on my face, back of head, a black eye AND a thumb broken in 3 places. Also messed up my neck a b...

April 20, 2018

Progress in Hello

I haven’t talked to C since Monday… which isn’t abnormal. Not going to lie I’m also weirded out by the fact that he wasn’t weird with me on Monday. I have questions. Like, was this a 1 time thing...

April 18, 2018

Not awkward in Hello

When I found out I was training with C yesterday, my first reaction was fuckkkkkk. Lol. I rarely train with C - it’s usually only if I need to reschedule or add an additional day. I can’t remembe...

April 17, 2018

Well then in Hello

I ended up at the trainers apartment last night. He gave me a massage for my sore neck & we grabbed dinner. It’s funny, other than the massage he was so freaked out about touching me in any o...

April 15, 2018

Fresh start in Hello

I deleted all my old entries. A lot has changed in the last few months, and I just wanted a new beginning. I won’t get into all of it, but I lost some friends, including the one who I considered ...

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