Scott ⋅ 68

68 at this time. Retired factory worker. Liberal. Lives alone with his 2 birds. Scott is my real name. The photo used is me. No bullshit ;-) My language can be a bit rough at times but that is just my down to earth way. Very nice person and don't make shit comments to people on here. Cheers all! :-)

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This may be uncomfortable for some to watch, but it’s just me being me. A few moments of joy.

October 14, 2023

Empathy in OLD

I recently told a friend that I don’t really care about so much in the world as I once did. I find some things interesting but I don’t feel any emotional investment in them. Such as a war somepla...

October 13, 2023

Age And Aging Are Relative in OLD

A few years ago I had to laugh when I heard a boy that could not have been more than eight years old say “when I was a kid”. As if he’d suddenly become very old. I remember how last year I was ta...

October 12, 2023

Not Optimistic in OLD

Anyone that has read my entries on here has probably thought I’m quite optimistic and positive most of the time at least by the time of an entries end. But in the past two years, I have felt tha...

Tonight, thinking about a relative that made a stupid comment to me that upset me and angered me I realized I am grateful for the crazy times I had to struggle through. I am grateful I had to str...

October 10, 2023

Reviewing Myself in OLD

It occurred to me today that every time I have a chat, a conversation or some interaction with anyone, I review myself, what I said and how I said it, later. It may even be 5 minutes later but I ...

Sometimes I’ll remember the name of someone dead and gone. Sometimes I find myself speaking that name inside and listening and listening… Feeling a silence Then feeling a Presence A dead person n...

October 05, 2023

Fun Getting Shots Today in OLD

I went out to spend my last $17 on some food and fake food of ice cream. Big adventure getting out. It felt good driving my car. I get out maybe 2 times a week. Got some food from 2 shops and on ...

October 05, 2023

How I Want To Be In A Few Years in OLD

October 04, 2023

Waiting For Death? in OLD

After I was forced into retirement, I felt a loss of purpose. Limited financial resources and health. I made a list of health issues I needed to address and in some cases, get operated on. Eyes a...

October 03, 2023

Ice Cream in Onward Into Etc.!

October 03, 2023

"Old" in OLD

I have a view that it’s ok to visit the past but don’t build a vacation home there. Don’t get lost there missing what is going on NOW. I have been trying to let go of my past because I have visit...

A few days ago I wrote about new insights into my relationship with my father. I wrote about past relationships with women I felt some passion for. I deleted that entry because I have this thing ...

September 18, 2023

Acceptance in Onward Into Etc.!

A big lesson in life for me has been learning to accept what I cannot change. NOT trying to change others to conform to some ideal I have of how people should be. That happened to me often in my ...

September 17, 2023

2 Birds On Shoulder in Onward Into Etc.!

September 15, 2023

Face Weeds in Onward Into Etc.!

For years I wrote whatever came to mind and did it because it felt good. I was criticized by family for bad punctuation and grammar. THAT did not dissuade me. I just lost passion and think I care...

September 13, 2023

To Cry For Joy in Onward Into Etc.!

I try not to be a sentimental man these days but sometimes it is just part of us we cannot deny. I watched a series called, MANIFEST on Netflix. The series had me throat lumping at times but I pu...

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