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Some find great meaning in dreams. I do not. They are often the garbage of the subconscious to me and the only meaning is the vague content of it. The WHO we may dream of or places. People want t...


March 20, 2023

Slow in Another Entry ;-)

My new thing is SLOW. I was slow and methodical in the grocery today. While driving I drove the speed limit and watched people pass me smiled and thought, “A life of walking fast talking fast d...


March 19, 2023

Sitting in Another Entry ;-)

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I went to bed early last night. Concerned about various aspects of my health. Not “worried”. “Concerned”. I had a good long rest even with the dreams I have come to loathe every night. This morni...


March 18, 2023

Joke in Another Entry ;-)

Mom and Dad go away on vacation Mom called her son every day to see how everything is going at home. Her son explains “Hi Mom, mostly fine here - but the cat died on Monday.” Mom was distraught: ...


March 17, 2023

3/17/23 in Beginner Meditation

Friday I felt very low energy and I think I have an infection of some kind in my head. When I blow my nose, white pus comes out with the tears. Only my left die and my vision is OK that’s what ma...


March 17, 2023

Hilarious! in Another Entry ;-)

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March 17, 2023

Love in Another Entry ;-)


For months, my oldest brother had been reminding that his birthday was coming. Over and over. He is now 73. Acting like a little kid. I have never been good at birthdays. Buying and sending cards...



Max the bird likes to fly onto me and will often try to nap under my neck and beard while I do the breathing thing. Nice youtube video of a brook. My mind often wandered tonight but I am learning...


The vacuum cleaner dust compartment fell off while using it and blew up in my face. Got dust in eyes. Hopefully will still have vision tomorrow. Birds drove me nuts but I gave them some action wa...


I was the last person in the USA to inspect wood for the manufacture of wooden ladders. Maybe that is one of a few reasons I have deleted my account on here a few times. Don’t want people to groa...


March 13, 2023

Connection in Beginner Meditation

Tonight before bed I sat and meditated for 30 minutes. I suspect it was after the first five minutes my bird Max flew down onto my head and then onto my shoulder. I tried not to laugh or give her...


I bought and assembled 2 metal plant stands. I zip tied them together. Hopefully all will thrive in this east-facing window. About 16 more in the south facing window. 2 new purchased today. Birds...


March 13, 2023

3/13/23 in Another Entry ;-)

My oldest bro called me this morning. When family calls, at OUR old ass ages I first wonder who had to go to the hospital. Nope! Bro had to call me and TRY to go into detail about how he had to c...


I remember how my dad, after he retired would always bitch about how busy he was and he and my mom had things to do. MOM did things. Dad might start something, then take a nap and then have a dri...


I have wanted to reach moments in which I did not or do not hear my own voice inside when I sit and breathe. I usually repeat “In” breathing in then “out” and exhaling. I know there is a peace be...


Max likes for me to blow warm air on her face and warm her beak (which is a part of her skull). NOT spoiled at all ;-)


I have been doing that most of my life. I think I am here but no, there I go off into my past. Or imagining some fearful future that could be. Instead of being HERE AND NOW. The memories rise up...


March 10, 2023

Joke in Another Entry ;-)

The Navy trains dolphins An elderly man rear-ends a guy driving an expensive sports car. Enraged, the guy hops out of his car and confronts the old man. “Look what you did to my car” he yells. “y...


Wet snow today. Won’t last. I touch it and feel how soft and wet it is. Possibly above freezing. This stuff will not last. No school busses passing. “Snow day”. Kids will love it until they see t...


A few months ago a therapist suggested I try meditating. It was a video chat and she had me listen a voice with music telling me how to meditate. I told her it was so wrong. Surprised her. The vo...


I recently read an entry by a young woman on this site talking about someone’s anger. A tendency to go to anger first without exploring other alternative emotions and ways of reacting to situatio...


March 08, 2023

Joke in Another Entry ;-)

On the last day of kindergarten, all the children brought presents for their teacher. The florist’s son handed the teacher a gift. She shook it, held it up and said, “I bet I know what it is - it...


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