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I wish I was a Glo-worm, a Glo-worm's never glum. It's hard to be unhappy when a light shines out your bum

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Gareth - Did you say you were free from 3pm this afternoon? 😃 Me - That is correct! Gareth - Fancy some naked therapy?? I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you since Wednesday dude! Me - ...


http://www.free-tarot-reading.net/free Card 1: How you feel about yourself Justice You are feeling that things will go your way. You believe in fairness and justice in all things. If you are con...


I met up with Tony for coffee last night after work. It’s the first time I’ve actually felt like I could be around him without wanting to pull on my wraps and boxing gloves and punch him in the ...


You will NEVER guess who messaged me at 1.03am and again at 2.56am this morning …JAMIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! First message ‘Hey. Are you ok? Been thinking about you a lot lately.’ Second m...


April 06, 2017

Meh. in Down The Rabbit Hole

Just got a lecture from my ex-husband about my dating habits. He would like me, in future, to hold off introducing Ben to “any of the other men I decide to date” until I can be sure it’s going s...


April 05, 2017

I Feel ... in Down The Rabbit Hole

I don’t really have much of sense to say, I guess. Just trying to get everything out of my head on a daily basis because my thoughts and feelings change so much. Tony has stuck to his word and h...


This was a 3 card “relationship snapshot” from the same site I use for my Monthly “insight” reading, at http://www.free-tarot-reading.net/ I am very in tune with the cards I think, for over a y...


I hate splitting entries over a few days, but I didn’t get a chance to finish writing this. This first part was written Monday 3rd Apr 2017 at around 3.30pm from my desk. I think I’ve finally go...


April 01, 2017

Untitled in Down The Rabbit Hole

This is fucking unbearable. Unbearable. I can’t remember pain like this since my Mum died. I feel sick all the time, I can’t eat because I’m so full of feelings that there is no room for food. ...


So … with a clear head and a fuck load of “Why dear god, WHY!” I tried to establish a timeline. This place has been a GOD send for that, as well as Facebook because I automatically upload all pic...


March 30, 2017

Two Trains in Down The Rabbit Hole

I feel like I need to escape for awhile, to just leave life and go somewhere and not be me. This has been the worst 24 hours in recent memory. Worse than when my marriage broke up, worse than w...


Got this message via facebook today. It was sent on Monday but went to my “other” messages folder because the person who sent it wasn’t my friend on FB. I was setting up FB messanger on my phon...


And because I’m bored, I will now bore you all with this excessively long survey! BODY What do you like most about your body?: My eyes - they’re a really cool colour And least?: Belly How many d...


This morning, I paid a further £125 off our holiday to Benidorm. That brings the total paid to £500 and the outstanding amount down to a very, very manageable £220. I’m doing MUCH better than...


It’s pay day tomorrow. Fucking LONGEST MONTH EVERRRRRRRR!!! But, I did it. I survived March and I still have £17 in my bank account. That’s the least I’ve had in my bank account in a frighten...


March 27, 2017

Defining in Down The Rabbit Hole

You know how you can have these moments in your life where you think to yourself “This is important. I need to remember this.” Well, my whole weekend was one of those. Re-invigorated by Tony’s...


March 23, 2017

W00T!!!!! in Down The Rabbit Hole

This day just keeps getting better and better … I got my deposit back!!! The landlord got my letter, shit his pants and gave the deposit to the new Leasing company. J, the guy I deal with just ph...


March 23, 2017

Big YAY! in Down The Rabbit Hole

Tony got a job!!! He had an interview this morning at 10.15am in the Cold Storage Warehouse of a large Supermarket chain here in Northern Ireland, he called me at 10.37am to tell me that they had...


I contacted the Environmental Office on Monday who take care of issues to do with Tenancy etc, I gave them all the relevant details of my case and the Officer finally called me back having looked...


Yunno what I’ve discovered over the past few weeks? When I’m talking about the utterly shit situation with my ex-Landlord and people say “Have faith, you’ll get your money back” or “Be positive”...


March 21, 2017

March Tarot in Mirror Book

http://www.free-tarot-reading.net/ Card 1: How you feel about yourself The Sun You are feeling abundantly happy and joyful - if you don’t, be assured that you are about to enter a period of suc...


March 16, 2017

... in Down The Rabbit Hole

I’m just going to leave this here for you guys to enjoy. Conversation with Tony last night when he came up to my house after boxing to spend the night. Me - How was your day? Tony - Ok. Me - D...


This week man. Fucking hell. I’m ready to kill dead things today. I just feel so angry and let down by everything that’s happened recently, just when I thought things were beginning to look up...


The letting agent contacted me this morning to tell me that, despite the information I sent yesterday afternoon, my cunty ex-landlord is STILL refusing to pay me back my deposit. J, the guy I a...


So, as all a y’all know, I moved house on 23rd February, and according to normal letting practices, I should have got my deposit back within 2 weeks. Except my fucking cunt of an ex-landlord is ...


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