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I'm in this place where I'm still discovering who I am, and perhaps that's a journey that never ends. Just here living life and trying to get the most out of it. Another lost soul in a fish bowl.

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It happens every week. The day before, or day of, when I’m to go meet C on the sidewalk I try to talk myself out of it. I don’t *have to go, and it wouldn’t be the end of the world if I missed a ...


Saturday was a busy day full of pro-life things. I attended a walk for life where donations benefit a local pregnancy center that serves three counties. I had all intentions on making it a short ...


April 14, 2019

carcinoma. in the 31st year

When she told me she needed to speak to me in person I knew something was wrong. But she ended up telling me over the phone. She couldn’t remember what type it was, so I went to the house yesterd...


April 11, 2019

unthinkable. in the 31st year

My mom has a biopsy a week ago. It came back cancer.


Last week I had been doing some light research on the abortion abolitionist movement. You may have seen some of their pictures online, all of which have the AHA logo on it. It stands for “abolish...


Tomorrow will be the start of a long week. I intend on going in an hour early every morning for some overtime. And probably for the next few weeks. Not that I won’t have anything to do, I will. S...


I have yet to settle on a secondary platform online. I don’t want to spam my personal IG and FB accounts, and yet, I don’t know where to go. I looked at Tumblr, I use to have a pretty popular pro...


I don’t want to give away too much of the movie, but holy shit, it surpassed what I was expecting. I knew I was in for a different experience when a box of tissues was making it’s way around the ...


Tomorrow the movie Unplanned will be released in theaters. You’ve likely not even heard of it and sadly that’s to be expected. Unplanned is based on the true story, and also book, by Abby Johnson...


The weekend was equal parts productive and lazy. I accomplished a lot on my to-do list like laundry, cleaning, getting my car detailed, etc. I also spent a lot of time doing fuck all, laying out ...


From here onI am going to shut off comments on any entry related to abortion. (I’ve also created a separate book so people can choose to follow or not.) As much as I enjoy discourse, I have eno...


March 19, 2019

weekend drama. in the 31st year

I had an entire entry typed out and deleted it. It was all over the place because just typing makes me pissed off. The drama that ensued this weekend took place Sunday. I had asked my mother abou...


I legit started typing Opendiary into my browser. It’s been almost a week since I wrote. Things haven’t been....good. I’ve been in a really bad place mentally all week. This weekend it’s improve...


Today is going to be a long day. I haven’t been great at remembering to take my thyroid pill the last few days. Despite getting 8 hours of sleep and drinking a big ass cup of coffee I’m exhausted...


Dating is hard enough as it is. But throw in men who lie about being single into the mix and it makes it even worse. Coming across a married, engaged or otherwise taken man isn’t new for me. When...


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