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I’ve taken all my thoughts and worries and wrapped them around each like rubber bands
I’d pick it up but it weighs a ton so instead it sits on a bare shelf it’s the only thing I can see
it gets h...
The bell rings and we filter out the door one after another in no order. There’s a deafening silence that would make most uneasy and feel the need to speak but no one says a word. It’s part of th...
I think the same way as if walking through a thick fog
with a sense and good knowledge of what’s ahead.
it’s difficult to plan how to react with such limitations;
how can I be sure if I s...
Can I get your number?
Immediate reaction: UH NO.
Oh wait, specifically on a site to potentially end up meeting someone.
They call this whole thing ‘meeting someone online’ or ‘online dating...
There just simple isn’t enough time.
I don’t know how but it’s slipping past me at an incredible rate.
I can’t keep up.
I have so much work, I’m bouncing between jobs and basically have too much ...
I think I’d like to be a writer.
A musician I am not, the beat I might claim to hold is disjointed and troubling to the ears of others if it went on for too long. I can’t read music just the same...
You can’t teach common sense.
So I’m at a loss really with the people I’m dealing with. Complete loss.
Let the stalking commence!
(Don’t worry, it’s part of (one of) my jobs).
My place is an absolute disaster.
I have no time to clean up the chaos that struck.
All I do is work.
I have too much side work I can’t keep up.
I left work early, on a pretense of having an appointment (hah?)
…Just so I can be able to do some of my side work.
Try to catch up as things are due an...
My feet are on fire. They’re so freaking hot it’s quite uncomfortable.
It feels like tons of tiny needles covered in flames just latched on burning away.
I don’t know why but that happens from ti...
You try to shine but find out you’ve no shot in time
To want to please to want to shine
Try as you might what a shame to find out dull doesn’t shine.
Today is done, tomorrow starts so it’s today again.
I honestly don’t know where the time goes sometimes.
Before that it was 9pm - 8pm flew by, saw the start, skipped to the end.
Before that, 4:30pm
Before that near 1pm
Before that 9:...
I’m just tired.
I’m physically tired.
I’m tired of working.
I’m tired of people not working.
I’m tired of being underpaid.
I’m tired of fighting to be paid fairly.
I’m tired of often loosing this...
Sometimes if I walk up a lot of stairs (3 flights apparently will do it) I feel out of breath and it’s a wee bit harder to breathe for a little while.
That seems a little ridiculous.
I tell mysel...
I never get spiders in my place.
And then today I found one.
Well, it found me.
I certainly wasn’t looking for it.
I was getting a cutting board, moved one and there it was.
Just casually crawl...
I cut my hair. Rather, I had my hair cut.
I sometimes want to do something drastic, but I never do.
It’s an improvement though. It was becoming, questionable you know?
I hate being asked “so what are your plans this weekend?”
Because I have none. I never have plans. If I’m not working I’m sitting in this same chair for hours on end watching TV, and if ...
My mind does not stop -
scenarios play and replay
over and over on a sickening loop,
not quite a memory or reality -
loosely based and full of what if’s,
should have’s and have not’s.
Oh the troubles of wanting to write, but a blinking cursor and a blank screen seems to speak volumes instead.
While I’ve never been one to actually talk, I used to be able to write down most thin...
Never dreamt of a princess crown
No make believe wedding gowns
Never did I play house
No not me no pretend family
Never once in the future did I see
Anything but just me.
I am my own drum beat
Behind the words of time
the emotion’s just the same
we’re fighting just to breathe
suffocating within just to be.
Just to be a lasting memory
laced with familiarity
we’ve been here before
I feel like a rock - not by weight but in association of being quite put. Unmoving.
My eyes dart around but my face does not move.
Fingers fly over letters and my mind is just quite aware and the...
break it apart to find nothing again
each thought is a statement
a sentence of a life time
words formed by letters written to no one
shapes lines and curves ...