Melanin Monroe. ⋅

If you won't judge my du-rag, I won't judge your red flag.

Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, she became a butterfly.

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August 28, 2017

Day Program in My Life

At first, I resisted. I thought it would be like the hospital, where I couldn’t have my phone, couldn’t have shoes with strings, strange people walking around opening their robes, finding random ...

Time is getting away from me, so I’d better jot this down before I forget even more. Saturday was a better day. I actually got out of bed at breakfast, ate, showered, and did my laundry. I was ...

August 21, 2017

Friday in My Life

So, when I woke up for Friday morning, I had a roommate. We woke up for breakfast, but I didn’t eat. My doctor talked to me, then I had a court hearing inside of the hospital. They basically s...

August 20, 2017

Total acceptance. in My Life

Have you ever been in a room full of people who understand you? This is why I’m loving my day program. Most people think I’m crazy, these people ‘get it’. Example: “I’m so indecisive that it tak...

August 20, 2017

The Hospital. in My Life

So, aster the crisis counselor said I needed to be admitted, he called around looking for beds. He told me he wasn’t even going to consider sending me to the hospital I work for. I thanked him ...

August 16, 2017

Some details. in My Life

Last weekend, my Mom and sister were convinced I was on drugs. I was stuttering a lot, and sometimes i’d look like i was lost. I stopped taking my venlafaxine bc i was tired of the drug accusat...

August 15, 2017

Untitled in Daddy issues.

I did something real stupid. Ended up in the hospital, now I’m getting help for my issues. I’m so glad.

The bitch who killed my cousin, killed himself today. Also, I’m hearing rumors that he killed her bc the baby wasn’t his, but his friends. If anyone says that directly to me, I’m slicing throats....

June 22, 2017

Shock. in My Life

My cousin, Jawanda, was killed today. She has little kids and was pregnant with another. Her child’s father killed her in front of her mother and daughter. She’d filed multiple charges against h...

June 11, 2017

Might as well. in My Life

I’m in my way home from the beach. Might as well write, while I’m riding bitch with my sisters boyfriend driving. Tomorrow is my late day at work. This one particular doctor schedules patients u...

June 09, 2017

Happy. in My Life

My sister is 13 weeks today. She went to the doctor, and found out it’s a boy. I didn’t even know you could find out this early. I’m soooooooo ooooooooo oooooooo happy he’s healthy.

May 28, 2017

I'm angry. in My Life

So, when my cousin was killed, it was just ‘another dead nigga’ But when a cop gets killed, as is a risk of his job, they set up a mobile command center, cops come from several counties, and the...

May 18, 2017

Happy tears. in My Life

Yesterday, my family went through hell and hot water. But we had an awesome lawyer, and the custody battle is almost over. JoJo will be in Aunties arms this weekend.

8 years ago, today, my cousin was shot and killed. 6 years ago, on the 28th, my Grandpa passed. 2 years ago, also on the 28th, my aunt passed. Easter Sunday, my sister presented me with two po...

March 20, 2017

Still... in My Life

My kid would have been 5 today. I wrote this earlier, then deleted it. For a brief period of time, I had a kid. And s/he’d be 5 right now. And, even though I never met him/her, I miss him/her.

March 15, 2017

Back to work. in My Life

I studied my butt off, passed the CMA exam, and clock back in tomorrow. I feel so blessed.

March 07, 2017

Love at first sight. in My Life

Last week, my sister’s boyfriend found out he has a baby. Today, the baby’s mother let the baby go with his father. He brought the baby here. I fell in love immediately. He’s sooooooo cute. He’...

March 06, 2017

Advice needed plz. in My Life

Friends, If you needed $1,200, and you have bad credit, what would you do? My family doesn’t have the money. I don’t want to do a GoFundMe. I need the money all at one time., immediately. Wha...

March 05, 2017

Gonna cry. in My Life

So, I just learned that my CMA certification expired. I can’t work without it. I either have to take the test again, or do it through CEUs. I paid to take the test ($300). What I didn’t reali...

Sorry I never got to that phto entry. I think about it every day, but I’m not in a good place. I’ve been sleeping a lot. That’s all I want to do. Work, sleep, repeat. They upped my Lexapro, I...

January 25, 2017

Questions Answered! in My Life

What do you want to accomplish in life? I want to make a difference in this world I’m in. I want to make people happy. I want to instill confidence in people who otherwise wouldn’t have self-c...

January 25, 2017

Can you see it?!? in My Life

I haven’t posted pictures in so long, I’m not sure if I even remember how! I’m trying to answer all your questions and photo requests, but I need to know if this works. So, if you can see any o...

January 24, 2017

One last opportunity! in My Life

If you have questions, ask away! If you want photos, request away! I didn’t get to it this weekend, because we went to North Carolina for the second time in as many weekends on Saturday. Four h...

Hey bad hombres and nasty women! I just wanted to give another opportunity to ask me anything or request photos. I’m pretty much an open book, don’t be shy! Anyway, I think I’m turning into a b...

At my job, there’s a website where you can buy laptops, tablets, TVs, tabletsand desktop computers. It comes out of your paycheck over the course of however many weeks you choose. I really need...

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