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Let’s see. Well, I started drinking again, gained back all the weight I had lost, and messed up my sleeping schedule. So that was dumb. I had my last drink on Sunday night and have decided to ta...


I have a whole thought process I wanted to write out this morning and less than ten minutes to do it ONCE AGAIN. Gah. There is never enough time, it seems. One of my friends was recently writing...


I tried to re-watch the video tour of my condo a few times, and it was painfully boring. I plan to continue making videos under my other diary name to remedy this. All of our patio furniture has...


Dude, this week has been SO disorienting. My whole schedule at work has just been wonky as fuck. Usually this is how my work week looks: I have three clients on Tuesday morning, then I watch my ...


July 28, 2020

An Off Day in Staying Connected

Today was the day I was planning on doing a video tour of my condo. I may still do it, but I haven’t decided. I want to be in the right mood when I do it. Right now I just kind of feel like slack...


July 28, 2020

$500 Budget in Staying Connected

As some of you may remember, I had booked a fancy spa for my husband and I to celebrate our three-year wedding anniversary. Well, California has ordered all of the spas to close, so that isn’t ha...


July 25, 2020

Pandemic Life in Staying Connected

I wish I had more time to write right now. I’m literally supposed to be meeting with a client, but the client is late, so I only have however long it takes my client to show. I’m likely going to ...


I just started Schitt’s Creek and it is hilarious. Other than that, there were just a few things I thought were worth mentioning this morning. One, I started a VLOG on a separate ProseBox. It’s ...


Last night was my little girl’s first overnight with her grandma and grandpa. It was kind of a big deal! I made dinner and poured myself a generous glass of wine. After dinner my husband and I bu...


Last night I decided, on a whim, to look back and see if I could find the entry after one of my ex boyfriends, Brandon, showed up to my studio in the middle of the night and sexually assaulted me...


Where to start? I got my first paycheck after getting my annual raise, and it was about $100 more than I am used to. So that was nice. I also mentioned to my supervisor that I’d been thinking ab...


July 18, 2020

Woman in Staying Connected

I just wanted to write down a quick thought before I get ready for work. Lately, to my surprise, I’ve been feeling really grateful for the fact that I am a woman. Weirdly enough, the thought fi...


July 15, 2020

Boo! in Staying Connected

As you know from my last entry, the day started with a negative pregnancy test. Okay. I was prepared for that. Then I drop my daughter off at my in-laws and do a Target run. I was looking forward...


July 15, 2020

Two Days Late in Staying Connected

I took a pregnancy test this morning that showed I was not pregnant. Then, a few hours after I took the test, my period started. There are pros and cons to this. Cons are that 1) I have to wait ...


July 14, 2020

Daydreaming in Staying Connected

I’m being pretty lazy right now. My only goals for myself are to put away a couple loads of laundry, do the dishes, and water my plants in the four hours between now and my therapy appointment to...


July 13, 2020

Splurge in Staying Connected

Things continue to go well! Yesterday the long anticipated storage-cabinet-tree shuffle went well. Everything looks so much better in the new places. The tree that is now in our living room is o...


I’m feeling really optimistic tonight. I just finished writing my grocery list, and I’m getting a bunch of fresh, whole foods tomorrow. Even if my morning workouts go to total shit, this change i...


First, I realized that I had a misconception about my basal body temperature (BBT). I took it again this morning and when it read 98.6, I was convinced I must be pregnant. It’s been high for well...


July 10, 2020

Neurotic Rose in Staying Connected

I don’t feel stressed per say—about whether or not I’m pregnant. But I do feel preoccupied. It’s weird. I didn’t even know about “the two week wait” until now. I think what’s throwing me is that ...


Funny story: this morning after I posted my last entry I went to take a shower and get ready for work and it was like POOF! my grumpy mood was gone. I guess it’s like I tell my clients. Sometime...


I feel so off right now. Last night I could not fall asleep until midnight, which is over an hour later than usual. Then this morning I was up around 6:30am. So weird, especially considering how...


July 08, 2020

Boundaries in Staying Connected

I had therapy last night. I spoke primarily about my mom and my father-in-law. There were a few takeaways I wanted to write about. As far as the situation with my mom, I had mentioned how I feel...


I really want to write a diary entry, but I only have a few minutes! My little one is sleeping and I have to go when she wakes up. Speaking of the little one, she’s doing a few cute new things. ...


I’m feeling pretty put off by people right now. I think it started last night when, after a really fun and surprising Fourth of July celebration, my father in law suddenly scooped some neighbors...


I literally have like one and a half minutes, but I am so happy I just wanted to share these few updates. My brother called my sister, and they were able to overcome differences that have been...


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