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Stand up all the night and call the fight Let your mind go wild before the light Here we come the army of the night Mater Maria Lined up side by side and bound to pray Sent to die and fight the f...

So I found out this morning that the boss lady intends to make me work both Christmas Eve night, and the night of Christmas itself too. The more I chewed on this today the more it really started ...

November 08, 2019

Pointless Entry in A Snow-Covered Tome

I’m really tired and I’ve nothing to say. But, I’m trying to get myself back into the habit of writing in this thing. I (clearly) fell off doing that in the last week or two. I’m not even sure wh...

October 29, 2019

Whoa! in Rake In The Lake

I got a hangover, whoa! I’ve been drinking too much for sure I got a hangover, whoa! I got an empty cup, pour me some more So I can go until they close up And I can drink until I throw up And I d...

October 29, 2019

Pentahook! in Rake In The Lake

BREAKING NEWS: I’m drunk as fuck. Also I like lasagna.

So it’s raining outside tonight, which means I won’t be walking to work. Since my truck still hasn’t gotten fixed I figured I would just take an Uber. No big deal, right? Except when I log onto t...

October 24, 2019

Dreams 10-23 in Lucid Dreaming

I remember nothing from yesterday. Not because I failed to write it down in some way, but because I woke up with no memory at all. Strangely that seems to most often happen when I sleep a full 8...

October 23, 2019

Dreams 10-22 in Lucid Dreaming

I’m starting to recognize some new dream signs. Houses surrounded by wooded areas being the huge one. A lot of the time, though not always, the houses I dream about have one side of them that is ...

October 22, 2019

Dreams 10-21 in Lucid Dreaming

Only remembered one yesterday and it was pretty fuzzy. I’ll be glad when my dream recall gets better. I know it takes months, or probably more like years, to really improve so I’m not letting it ...

October 21, 2019

A Lucid Dream 10-20 in Lucid Dreaming

The problem with this one is that my memory of it is really sketchy. Sickness in the last several days has lead to no dream journaling and broken sleep patterns. As such my dream recall (which wa...

October 21, 2019

But no, seriously. in Rake In The Lake

Me bored in the middle of the night: Me 30 minutes later, after coffee and Powerwolf.

41.6 actually, as of my weighing yesterday. Not freaking bad at all. People in my life are constantly commenting on the changes in my appearance. Granted I still have a long way to go before I ge...

October 17, 2019

Dialing Back in A Snow-Covered Tome

I’ve been making all these positive changes in my life lately. Losing tons of weight, exercising more, sleeping better, getting into lucid dreaming.. Hell, just being more present and aware in my...

October 17, 2019

Coffee Mug in Rake In The Lake

This is my new coffee mug. It is awesome. Way cooler than whatever lame coffee mug you’re sporting. It’s okay to be jealous. I understand. Now go on. Take your fail coffee mug and get outta he...

October 16, 2019

FFFFF in Rake In The Lake

You’re all cunts so fuck you all! -sings- So newsflash. I have no idea what is going on right now. And I don’t even give a damn. Are you offended? Good. Are you not? Also good? It’s a win either ...

October 15, 2019

Frustration in The Forge

I’ve been walking about 4-5 miles a day. A few when I wake up, then a couple on the way to work and a couple on the way home too. It’s proven to be very good exercise and is definitely helping a ...

October 15, 2019

Dreams 10-14 in Lucid Dreaming

No dreams to record from last night. I remembered nothing. I guess that happens some times It’ll get better with practice.

October 14, 2019

Dreams 10-13 in Lucid Dreaming

I feel like I’m getting better at this being on a schedule thing. I know it hasn’t even been a full week yet but I can really feel it when it’s time for bed. And unless some outside force wakes m...

October 13, 2019

Dreams 10-12 in Lucid Dreaming

Yesterday wasn’t good. I only really have this one dream that I remember(ed) much about. I was doing that thing where I was waking up with my dreams in my mind, but I was so tired that I couldn’t...

October 12, 2019

No Title in Lucid Dreaming

Ended up not getting much sleep again yesterday. But this time it was because life kept throwing things at me that would wake me up. I’m tired as can be today though so chances are I’ll sleep jus...

October 11, 2019

Bigger Meals? Yes Please. in The Forge

I’ve started adding quite a bit of walking to my daily routine to help with the weight loss. Usually just around 5 miles or so a day so it’s not a crazy amount of walking. Still, it has been enou...

October 11, 2019

Dreams 11-10 in Lucid Dreaming

(I’ve gotta try to remember to put times on all of these things as I wake up from them.) –12:30pmMyself, Andy, and AJ are taking a long trip somewhere. We stopped by a tattoo parlor that we have ...

October 10, 2019

Refocus in Lucid Dreaming

I came back to lucid dreaming after having given up on it quite some time ago. I spent several nights at work listening to what felt like endless lessons/tips on the subject and I’ve (re)learned ...

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