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July 07, 2020

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So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, comformity, and conservatism, a...


July 06, 2020

depression sucks in ?

I wish I had medical insurance. It would be nice to talk to someone about the sadness..sadly all i have is a diary and a shower to cry in when no one is looking..life doesnt get better but i can ...


July 05, 2020

run away from home in ?

My next day off I am going turn off my phone and drive far away.I am running away. Far away from my arguing husband. Far away from my depressive overreacting mother who guilts me for trying to go...


July 05, 2020

why do i try? in ?

I wanted to start my etsy shop today. I wanted to sew some things to put in my shop. I made scrunchies one was to large. The other i hand sewed and it looked bad. I gave one scrunchie away to a p...


Today i tried to sew a scrunchie and mine was far to big. I couldnt figure out the measurement so i bought scrunchies from the Dollar General.. I took a seam ripper tore them apart to figure out ...


Happy 4th of July everyone. Today while my husband is at work i plan to break out my new sewing machine and start out making scrunchies and face masks. I am starting out simple and going to slowl...


I took the day off from work because mom said after my sister in laws family kicked in the door at moms house and screamed at us mom said that they were no longer welcome on the property and she ...


July 01, 2020

ideal world in ?

In an ideal world people could eat whatever they wanted without getting fat. Dress like the job they dream of doing instead of settling for a job for a paycheck. Never go hungry always have a cle...


Tuesday my sister in law left to get heart surgery. She is in Morgantown hours away. Tom told us we wasnt allowed in his house to feed his dogs. He lives in the house but my mom owns it. He never...


When an item is returned my work will test it and offer to sell it to the employees for 75% off. I got a basic singer sewing machine normally $91.99 for less than $20. The customer didnt even use...


June 27, 2020

diabetic, gangrene, tired in ?

So far my sister in law has had a stent placed in her heart, has cancer and due to refusing to take medicine for her diabetes has ended up with gangrene. Part of the muscles in her butt had to be...


i was thinking of making facemasks so i decided to buy a styrofoam head to put them on. not thinking i asked how much is a human head.. i get a voice answering about $800 on the black market.. i ...


I think I am going to start cleaning up my storage room with the intentions of starting a small business. I am thinking of making alternative and macabre face masks and unique clothing. I am in t...


June 26, 2020

stalker in ?

I NEED HELP FRIENDS!! I have a stalker named Bill ! You know who you are ! I absolutely hate YOU ! He keeps hanging around my house, despite my best efforts to be rid of him . I think he likes me...


Today before work the central air caught on fire in my mobile home. My husband turned it on trying to cool the house previously. We went to Dairy Queen to get lunch when i walked in the mobile ho...


June 25, 2020

sis in law emergency surgery in ?

My sister in law Lesa was sent to Morgantown after stents were placed in her heart. At 8 oclock in the morning they are going to operate on the necrotic tissues.They are also tending to her sepsi...


My sister in law Lesa had a heart attack. She is 36 years old. My brother Tom called an ambulance. Lesa fought for 2 hours with the ambulance staff. Lesa is in the hospital they are refusing her ...


I didnt realize i didnt pay my phone bill this month so life was quiet and peaceful until my husband asked me what my mom was doing in the driveway at 11 at night. He screamed at me to get rid of...


My boss Kathy offered me a returned sewing machine that was originally $700 for $70. I asked her what was wrong she said the machine keeps bird nesting (massive tangles) while sewing. She got irr...


June 20, 2020

instagram people in ?

People on instagram fascinate me. They put on a big show but have nothing to prove from it. I see people go on expensive vacations yet in real life they cant afford gas to get to the end of their...


June 19, 2020

strange times in ?

I have been seeing a shift lately. Humans have been behaving like animals. Animals are showing compassion like humans. We are living in strange times my friend.


I was thinking of making unique face coverings and selling them on etsy. I have been told starting up on etsy costs a lot. I have no experience doing so. How do one estimate their prices? Are the...


There is a beautiful store call Notoriously Morbid at the Raleigh Mall. I went there to support a local artist and pick up a paint splatter mask I paid her to make for me. I brought her some red ...


So i got several negative comments about me thinking of having a baby. Instead of continuing to argue with people i simply blocked them. Normally I dont block people but all I have heard is 1 neg...


June 16, 2020

trying for a baby in ?

My husband came home from his friends after the flood went down. The water was up to the tires but good news didnt damage our truck. He called me while he was at work give me a list of things he ...


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