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Charge in Me the Ripper

My vibrator died. How TF do I charge it? It has no holes in it, no place to screw off for batteries…its waterproof. So how do I charge it?!?! Someone help me. I dont have the box to it anymore.


2 hours ago

Sleep in Me the Ripper

I never get enough. Anyone else lack sleep? Haha. A vacation for me would be sleeping in till I damn well please 😂


1 day ago

Friendships in Me the Ripper

Why is it when you’re in a relationship you cut out your friends? Especially opposite gender friends? It’s 2019 for Gods sake! If someone is so insecure or doesnt trust their partner, why even be...


I want to date women. But I like the D too much. My sex drive has taken a dive lately. It’s almost been a month. A cute guy with a big dick is supposed to come over tonight…but I don’t feel like ...


Today’s been odd. Dealt with some past things earlier on the phone about an ex. That’s all taken care of but it brought on other emotions that I’d rather just not have!! Fuck that, I carry on and...


Things are sizzling along as the heat slowly cooks me daily. Speaking of sizzling! I decided to pick the best guy of all the guys and fuck him Sunday night. I can’t go without, the whole summer!...


July 14, 2019

Changes in Me the Ripper

My life is changing. You could say I fell off the deep end but if you don’t take chances you’ll never go anywhere. I’m making moves. It’s weird because the more busy I am the more lazier I get wi...


July 13, 2019

I have my moments in Me the Ripper

Someone messaged me last night that I’ve known for a while. He said I’m one of the most positive people he knows, always pushing through the bullsshit. I wouldn’t say I’m a positive person. Wh...


July 12, 2019

Booked in Me the Ripper

My flight to Miami next month is booked. For flight, hotel, and car rental, it was only about $225. Not bad for a day trip to see Bella Thorne and then experience some night life! Next week I b...


July 12, 2019

Tinder bender in Me the Ripper

Last night I realized how lame I was with no one to talk to, so I downloaded Tinder. Now I have a surplus of sexy men wanting to fuck me. I feel very wanted. Never underestimate the power of a pr...


July 12, 2019

Tomorrow in Me the Ripper

So much for good health. I drank a 6 pack last night and snap chatted dudes until 2am. I’m hungover today. Tomorrow back to the fitness.


July 11, 2019

Fuck me in Me the Ripper

Holy shit. I joined Tinder tonight and had like 7 guys want to come over and fuck me. They are smoking hot. I told them another night. I don’t even know what to do with all this attention....


July 11, 2019

Hahaha in Me the Ripper

What do I do when I’m drinking beer? Message celebrities on Instagram that will never reply. Only on beer number 1. I need more friends. I just like surrounding myself with successful people some...


July 11, 2019

Fittin this in Me the Ripper

I joined a kickboxing fitness gym. Time to beat the shit out of my body in a healthy way! 🧡🔥🧡🔥🧡


Growing up, my family took me to church and raised me to be a good Chritian girl. Morals were so deeply instilled in me. Putting others first was a lifestyle! My personality was how I read I was ...


Settling down is over-rated when you’re under 40. I have zero desire to as of right now. Dead serious. There’s just so many other things in life that are more interesting. Well smack my ass and c...


I have so much to do today! Income has increased lately which means more work!! Quick story..Once upon a time I dated a piece of shit who never worked and drank all the time. I solemnly swore to ...


The newest sex trend between twenty somethings is for guys to be called Daddy. Which that’s been around for a while but lately seems really popular! I personally have participated and don’t real...


July 07, 2019

Loner in Me the Ripper

I’ve become a loner. I’m sick of people…all except my family. They’re the ones I hold close. I’ve been indulging in treating myself like a Queen. It’s been the fucking best! Im buying myself all ...


July 06, 2019

Why so obsessed. in Me the Ripper

Everyone’s so obsessed with someone else.


July 04, 2019

Stop in Me the Ripper

Stop letting people treat you like shit. From this day forward. Say NO motherfucka


July 01, 2019

Just do it in Me the Ripper

I need a good shagging. I’m too lazy to go out and do it. That’s the conviction! A guy I’ve dated is coming over tonight but I don’t know if we’ll have sex. He seems to have a low sex drive and I...


June 30, 2019

Self talk in Me the Ripper

I have such negative self-talk lately. I find myself thinking.... I’m a loser....I suck at life....why can’t I be better…stuff like that. I mean it’s TRUE. I’m a broken person that makes bad deci...


June 30, 2019

To help in Me the Ripper

What brings me the most joy? Helping others. If you have the means to then why not bless someone’s life greatly? Someone needs help with a bill? Pay the whole thing. Their car breaks down? Buy th...


June 26, 2019

Take on me in Me the Ripper

6 beers in. I want more. I don’t want to feel a fucking thing tonight let the music rage. I’m destroyed so why not destroy my body some too. Enjoy the moments. I’ll be gone soon enough. In my 70s...


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