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February 14, 2019

Married? in I hate myself

This is a crazy rambling entry. Just some things on my mind that helps me to ramble and get off my chest instead of keeping it all in. She’s getting married. I’ve known this for awhile. I don’...


February 13, 2019

Migraines in I hate myself

I just got over an amazing migraine. It’s just crazy how many of these bitchy things I’ve had since I’ve been sick. Doc says it’s because of all the sinus pressure. And I’m sure that’s true. Thi...


February 12, 2019

Witty title here in I hate myself

What’s in a title? Today wasn’t as bad as I thought. We got probably 3 inches and the roads were pretty clear by the time I left for work. I’m over it. I need spring in my life. I guess I have ...


February 11, 2019

The Grammys in I hate myself

I’m either getting old. Yes that’s true. Or I just stopped caring a lot about music. I mean. I still love music. But I have to confess. I don’t know these people. Even the country folks. I have...


February 06, 2019

Deets in I hate myself

I need details and I need them now. Come on. Give me the details. Lol. This is why I walked into today at the office. The conversation with these folks is something else. Someone told me kristo...


February 04, 2019

I’m sicker in I hate myself

Why is it. You go into the hospital for one little minor thing. And come out with a dozen other things. Including a cold or sinus infection from hell!!!! I feel like I just want to go back to be...


February 02, 2019

Snow in I hate myself

I have some snow for sale anyone interested? Grrrrr.


January 31, 2019

Hoping in I hate myself

I’m hoping it doesn’t get cold today. sarcasm


January 29, 2019

And again in I hate myself

Here I go again. On this ride. I want off. And this time permanently please. My mind is racing today. Everywhere from. I want a banana. Lol. To I can’t wait to go home today. I hate Monday’s. ...


Wake the hell up. Where do I even begin ? More snow coming. Which doesn’t wow me at all. I hate it actually. I need advice. And I need it from someone that won’t judge. Sighs. Be back.


January 26, 2019

This old boy in I hate myself

My hairdresser was talking about some guy today and referred to him as. This ol boy. Lmao. She’s younger too. So it took me by surprise when she said it I’ve heen mia for a couple weeks. It’s be...


January 20, 2019

I knew it in I hate myself

I knew you’d leave and never come back. I’d tell you I needed you. But I don’t. I do fine. I’m really ok. I woke up. I found my way. Look at me. Happy and shit when I never thought I could ...


January 17, 2019

I do in I hate myself

It’s time Time for me to stop running They’re not all like her. Maybe this one is the one. Stop fighting it. And let yourself fall. Maybe hopefully she’ll catch you. And maybe. This one. Wil...


January 14, 2019

All over again in I hate myself

I’d love you even if the ending would still be the same. I’d love you even though I paid for everyone else’s mistakes including my own and then some. I’d love you even though I knew all along y...


January 12, 2019

When she loves in I hate myself

She loves with all her heart, soul and whole being. She loved you. You broke her worse than anything in the world. I don’t know why. And I’ll never understand it. I guess it doesn’t matter anym...


January 11, 2019

Friday in I hate myself

Funday is here! Now if the weather was better. That would be great. Who needs winter? Florida gets along fine without it. My prosebox is acting funny. Very slow today to type anything out It’s...


January 10, 2019

My Friday in I hate myself

Finally my Friday is here. Now to get through the day. As of lately that’s a pretty tough thing to do. Come on 4 o’clock. Come quickly for me


January 10, 2019

Race. Religion. Sex. in I hate myself

I had the race card played on me last week. At work. Lol. Me. Lol. It bothers me. I have just about everything in my family. From white to Mexican to African American. I love everyone and have...


January 09, 2019

Hallmark in I hate myself

When you care enough to send the very best. Even when you want to just really stuff one up someone’s ass. 😂😂 Not watching 45 tonight. I refuse. The man is an idiot. Don’t agree? I don’t care...


January 08, 2019

God is testing me in I hate myself

And he can for sure stop anytime now. My job is just crazy. My personal life. Crazier People are on my nerve and won’t get off of it. I need to write a real entry. But I’m busy today. Maybe l...


January 08, 2019

Stupid people in I hate myself

I have such an intolerance for stupid fucking people lately. Why do they exist? For fuck sake.


January 08, 2019

If in I hate myself

If you were here. What would you say? Would you hold me like you used to? I miss you. Even though you are a bonified asshole.


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