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4 days ago

I’m tired. in I hate myself

I worked a lot of my day today. Didn’t leave Out of town office until almost 6pm! It was really in need of some catching up. So I got every single paper filed or sent off to where it needed to go...


6 days ago

Gale in I hate myself

One of my favorite people in the whole world passed away yesterday. He was a remarkable singer. He had a little show on VaughnTv. I’ll miss you Gale. And I hope you’re singing in Gods choir now....


April 09, 2019

You don’t say? in I hate myself

I’m getting death threats from the young lady I let go yesterday. Lol. Ok. Well make sure you come and stab me and shoot me dead. (Her words) I’m pretty sure tho. If she stabbed me first. I wou...


April 08, 2019

Ungrateful asshole in I hate myself

Just to vent. If it’s one thing I hate. Is people that are self centered ass jerk off ungrateful assholes. Call me to try and figure something out about their job. Then get mad when you don’t giv...


April 08, 2019

Discouraged in I hate myself

I’m having a pretty rough day. I got a B on a test I really busted my ass over. I really expected an A. At this rate. I’ll never make deans list. This is so important to me and looks really nice...


April 02, 2019

Ex’s and Oh’s in I hate myself

Today has been good. I’m feeling lots better and I’m certainly thankful for that. Went to work and then to lunch with work wife. We went to chipotle and had bad service. But the food was ok. On ...


April 01, 2019

Kind of better in I hate myself

Today I felt slightly better. I still feel irritable and tired. But overall it really wasn’t a bad day. I managed to make it through. And I really don’t feel entirely drained. I got some homew...


March 31, 2019

That’s a wrap in I hate myself

I still haven’t been feeling well at all. I can’t seem to shake this flu/cold thing. Lately I have absolutely no energy for anything. I tried to go to a conference 2 weekends in a row. And found...


March 22, 2019

Happy Friday in I hate myself

I’m glad Friday is here. I’m ready for a weekend. I’ve had a pretty rough couple weeks. In and out then back in the hospital with pneumonia. I fought having to go in. Both times. But then there...


I’d dance with you in the living room for the rest of my life. I miss our living room Sighs.


It’s hard to type with one hand. And no perverts. It’s not what you’re thinking. Hahahahaha. Last night. We were cutting a block of Colby cheese and Melissa used this huge butcher knife. Later ...


March 01, 2019

Friday in I hate myself

*singing*Friday Finally came around. This girls ready to paint the town. Well maybe not the town. Maybe paint the town from my chair watching a good movie? Yesssss I am out of here at 2 today....


February 27, 2019

Love, Me in I hate myself

Can you be in love with 2 people at the same time? Just asking for a friend. Yeah. A friend. I have developing feelings for Melissa. She’s really an awesome lady. The whole. Little bit older tha...


February 26, 2019

My new car in I hate myself

I’m so over the moon with my new car! I couldn’t wait any longer. I had to go get it yesterday. It’s sooooooooo beautiful. The color is so awesome. Always wanted a blue car. and it has appleplay...


February 25, 2019

Weekend fun in I hate myself

Is it Monday already? Goodness. It was just Friday and I was off and having fun. I had a remarkable weekend. I went car shopping. And spent much needed time with my sister and niece. I don’t ne...


February 20, 2019

In the end. in I hate myself

18,563.45 that’s the total of funds them scum bag low life mother Heffers. Got away with. I have to go down tomorrow to the main office and get a new card and sign some papers for the reversal of...


I don’t even have to leave the house. And I can have a pretty effed up day. First off. Some asshole mo fo got into my bank account in DENVER nonetheless. And so far has spent 114.00 at a Chipot...


Just had yet another blind spot aura migraine. I hate those so bad. Of course it had to happen during cooking something for tomorrow and I had just started laundry. I should be in a dark room....


February 15, 2019

Bored at work in I hate myself

I’m so bored today. This is what I get for getting everything done yesterday. Unless something comes up. This day is going to drag along. I’m going to lunch soon. But that takes what? An hour? Lo...


February 14, 2019

I didn’t go in I hate myself

I didn’t go to dinner with girl 👧 We exchanged a few texts today before we were to meet and it became clear what she wanted. I told her to go spend VD day with her wifey to be. She didn’t c...


February 13, 2019

Married? in I hate myself

This is a crazy rambling entry. Just some things on my mind that helps me to ramble and get off my chest instead of keeping it all in. She’s getting married. I’ve known this for awhile. I don’...


February 12, 2019

Migraines in I hate myself

I just got over an amazing migraine. It’s just crazy how many of these bitchy things I’ve had since I’ve been sick. Doc says it’s because of all the sinus pressure. And I’m sure that’s true. Thi...


February 11, 2019

Witty title here in I hate myself

What’s in a title? Today wasn’t as bad as I thought. We got probably 3 inches and the roads were pretty clear by the time I left for work. I’m over it. I need spring in my life. I guess I have ...


February 10, 2019

The Grammys in I hate myself

I’m either getting old. Yes that’s true. Or I just stopped caring a lot about music. I mean. I still love music. But I have to confess. I don’t know these people. Even the country folks. I have...


February 05, 2019

Deets in I hate myself

I need details and I need them now. Come on. Give me the details. Lol. This is why I walked into today at the office. The conversation with these folks is something else. Someone told me kristo...


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