IDon'tBelongHere ⋅ 24

“This is a display of one person in search of answers, never finding them, yet in hopelessness understands things”

Dylan Klebold

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I consider myself a “humanist”. Let people be human. Let them be individuals, free of your expectations or beliefs of what you think their lives should be. My political party is ‘Independent’, my...


July 13, 2018

Buy The Cow in Crazy (Probably)

Drew and I spent most of the evening packing and moving the boxes to the garage, stopping to talk to our old Jewish neighbors who are low-key badasses. I’ll miss them. We went to get dinner after...


July 11, 2018

Joanne in Crazy (Probably)

A song came up on my Spotify today, and it brought with it a flood of memories and emotion that I had pushed away, regardless of them being so recent. I was watching the documentary on Netflix a...


I’ve been so grateful for these past couple of days. It has been an absolute whirlwind of emotion, but it feels incredible to feel something other than irritation and a lack of energy. I would sa...


I never cease to be incredulous of what people consider talent these days. Literally anything can make someone famous for half a moment: A funny video clip, a makeup tutorial, a song with 5 lyric...


Didn’t you just hate that musical? Hours upon hours of tragedy and irrational thinking; who thinks they don’t have to pay rent just because they can’t afford it? Yeesh. Life is sad enough, I don’...


I keep being told the 90s were a different time. Not really, in my opinion. A better time, possibly, but I know that’s not what they mean. I’ve really been on a Friends kick lately and damn, if J...


I’ve been second guessing a lot of things lately. Because of the lack of prescriptions that make me feel like the world is a wonderful place, and I’m a wonderful person, and everything is going t...


I’m really not an impulsive person. I don’t do things spontaneously, even though sometimes I would like to. I like to do research, get a background, collect all the information I can, and then ma...


June 24, 2018

Flashback in Crazy (Probably)

I want to say it was a repressed memory; it was something I had completely forgotten about, or had chosen to forget about. And it came from a smell: cologne. His cologne- what he used to wear in ...


I actually had a really good time last night, I haven’t laughed so hard in a long, long time. It’s funny being an adult around other adults that still get a “summer”. I’ve never known the college...


June 22, 2018

Say Something in Crazy (Probably)

Let’s not pretend like I’m going to be productive today; it’s friday, my boss is on vacation, and I’m off work in 2 hours. I’ve been taking these appetite suppressants before meals because I hat...


My Psychiatrist is a bit of a ding dong. She’s charming, but she’s not the most intelligent or intuitive person. Normally I would never speak ill of someone who is clearly (at a base level at lea...


June 21, 2018

The Keepers in Crazy (Probably)

It’s just one of those days where I wished I could talk to someone, wished I had someone close to me who I trusted with my thoughts. But I don’t, so I took to the internet, found this website of ...


Is this how it starts? Do people begin writing in journals because they feel they can’t talk to anyone else, so they talk to themselves? That’s where I’m at. Although, I barely have the emotion o...


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