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March 14, 2018

New Chapter in Life

Freaking out. Just bought my first house. I move in two weeks and my mind is racing. So many details. On one hand I’m proud of myself for being able to do this all on my own. On the other hand I’...


Told my therapist what I haven’t told anyone ever this evening. It just fell out of my mouth. I’ve held onto it for about 30 years. I came home and immediately had a panic attack. Wondering how c...


February 04, 2018

Grief blows in Life

Motivation to do anything eludes me. I never think it will hit me this hard every year. The Anniversary of my brother’s death. It sucker punches me in the gut every time. He was never someone I e...


February 01, 2018

Rearview Mirror in Life

Was searching for a document on my computer and came across videos/pictures of my ex. Didn’t expect it to hurt as much as it did. It’s been two years. We dated for 5. Friends for 10. We talked ab...


January 24, 2018

Broken in Life

Last night a student of mine tried to commit suicide. He’s one of those kids who is his own person, doesn’t come from a great home, and has obviously been through some shit. I had a talk with the...


Recently I was given a metaphor that blew my mind: There is a baby elephant in the circus. Every night it is tied with a rope to a wooden pole to know how far it is allowed to wander. After awhi...


January 16, 2018

She-hulk in Did that just happen?

So the handle of my refrigerator snapped off in my hand as I tried to open it. Just popped right off. Found some super glue. No worries. I’ll handle the situation. ;-)


January 13, 2018

Dating blows in Life

Especially in your 30’s. How the hell do you meet people without doing the whole dating app swipe right crap? Swipe this! Everyone has something to say about you being single in your thirties. “M...


January 12, 2018

Hello Darkness, My Old Friend in Life

Lacking motivation. Struggling with depression. Tired of being sad all the time. Take more pills, they say, up your dosage, they say. Feeling like there is something fundamentally wrong with me t...


January 09, 2018

Let’s Grinch in Life

An unduly amount of negative vibes coming from the workplace. What is it that makes people want to jab so hard at others? It baffles me that kindness is an afterthought to some, when it is one of...


January 08, 2018

Well shite in Did that just happen?

Just accidentally bought $240.00 worth of probiotics online. I better have the cleanest intestines EVER in the next few weeks!


Hello all. It may seem cliche due to the time of year, but I find myself needing to make some major changes in my life. Losing weight has become a top priority, I am looking for a house, and migh...