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I've been writing in an online diary for quite a long time. I used to write regularly on OD. After a couple of years off, I want to try writing in a diary again.

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May 17, 2019

Kinda Crazy in Ramblings

Today is and tomorrow might be crazy days. I want to knock out the rest of these work goals. I have until tomorrow night at 2am my time to finish them up. So far I’m sitting at 26.5/30 for one an...


May 15, 2019

Work, Work, Work in Ramblings

I’m doing okay with my goals for the week. I’m 15/30 hours at one job and 8/26 at the other. So… 23/56? That’s not bad for it being Wednesday morning. Lots of potential left in the day. My husb...


May 13, 2019

Crazy Goals Week in Ramblings

It’s one of those weeks where I’m going to attempt to run myself into the ground. What can I say, I do this every now and then. First, I want to work 30 hours at my part time job, which I’ve lit...


May 12, 2019

Happy Mother's Day in Ramblings

Happy Mother’s Day to all you gorgeous, awesome, wonderful, hard-working human raisers out there! Today for me is pretty much like any other day. My kids and husband are going to want to make it ...


May 11, 2019

Kinda Stuck in Weighty

I am kind of stuck at my current weight. I just gain and lose the same 2 pounds no matter if I eat 4000 calories a day or 1200. Then again, maybe I gain and lose the same 2 pounds BECAUSE I eat 4...


May 10, 2019

I need a nap in Ramblings

I’m acting like a cranky toddler today. Like, I’m so sick of having responsibilities lol. Work, running kids all over, activities. Activities and school are almost over then we can lounge at the ...


May 09, 2019

F#$% Facebook in Ramblings

I’m so sick of social media. People constantly complaining. People saying one thing on Facebook and a whole different thing to your face. People constantly checking their phones or chatting or sc...


May 02, 2019

Jittery in Ramblings

I’m jittery today. I like to pretend that I’m not irritable because of Reed, but I don’t know. He doesn’t help. I also haven’t worked out in 2 days and my diet went to shit. I don’t know why I ea...


May 01, 2019

Randomly Bad Day in Ramblings

I don’t really know why I had a bad day. I felt fine for the most part. Then I talked to Reed and it just all went to shit. Sometimes I hate him, he makes my whole day feel crappy. Wish he would ...


April 23, 2019

+30.8 Lost the Easter 4 in Weighty

Lost the 4ish pounds I “gained” from Easter by this morning. Had a great workout last night and going to have another good one tonight. I saw my nutritionist this morning and she was happy with m...


April 22, 2019

+34.6 in Weighty

It was +30.8 but I seemingly gained almost 4 pounds overnight from Easter. I don’t actually believe that this 4 pounds is actually fat… maybe increase of salt from over-salting my bland mashed po...


I’m so paranoid that I’m going to do all of this work with diet and exercise and not lose any weight. This is what I think about most of the day. Yesterday was mental torture. I just kept tellin...


April 14, 2019

Lazy Sunday in Ramblings

Today has been kind of a lazy day. A storm is coming through and it is a beautiful cool breeze and wonderful sound of wind gushing. My son came back from camp. I’ve been working here and there. W...


April 12, 2019

Yadda Yadda in Ramblings

I had MOPS today. It’s always so hard to get up and get me and the baby ready, make a dish, and drag everything to the church… but I always enjoy it. Today I ate a plate of food, chatted with fri...


April 12, 2019

Scale and Binge in Ramblings

I’m thinking about breaking up with my scale. My scale didn’t move despite working out like crazy and watching every single thing I put in my mouth. It is maddening. I woke up and weighed myself ...


April 09, 2019

+39.8 in Weighty

No progress. Keep fluctuating between the same five pounds. Instead of seeing my nutritionist every other week, I will see her every week because I need the accountability. I joined a gym. I comp...


April 06, 2019

Backslide in Ramblings

On my big fat backside. Last night I started randomly craving a burger like CRAZZZZYYYYY. Like I wanted a HUGE FAT JUICY GREASY BURGER and would have possibly sold some organs on the black marke...


April 05, 2019

Just Life in Ramblings

I got a bad review at work last month. It was my first one in ages. AGES. It sounds stupid, but it has zapped my energy to work there. I just can’t get motivated. I need/want the money though. Go...


April 04, 2019

Wet Noodles in Ramblings

Today is going to be a bitch and a half. I have to cram about a bazillion hours of work in. It was tough to get going after vacation, so I’m way the eff behind. I also want to clean up my house a...


We went on a mini family vacation last week. We went up to my mom’s house in Chicago. It was a generally good time. My husband and I went to AdeptiCon. For those who don’t know, that is a convent...


March 25, 2019

+39.8 in Weighty

With all my bitching and moaning and whining and crying, I made much more progress than I thought I did this month. It almost makes me embarrassed that I acted so crazy and it’s been such a drama...


My diet may be working. Or it’s just that “beginning of new diet shock to the system” temporary weight loss thing. I’m going to reserve being tooooo happy until I lose like a dozen more pounds wi...


March 22, 2019

Hello Hello in Ramblings

This is kind of new. Today I’m writing this entry while I sit at my daughter’s meeting. She’s in a program that is kind of like girl scouts, but religious. My husband was home today (school was c...


March 12, 2019

Survey in Ramblings

Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with? Yeah, he was my first love. We lived together for several years. We keep in contact… I kind of miss him. What would you do with 1,000...


March 11, 2019

+47.4 in Weighty

I had my nutritionist appointment today. It is over an hour away and I had my appointment at 7:30. I was in and out and back home by 9. Driving there takes longer than driving back because there’...


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