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I've been writing in an online diary for quite a long time. I used to write regularly on OD. After a couple of years off, I want to try writing in a diary again.

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My diet may be working. Or it’s just that “beginning of new diet shock to the system” temporary weight loss thing. I’m going to reserve being tooooo happy until I lose like a dozen more pounds wi...


1 day ago

Hello Hello in Ramblings

This is kind of new. Today I’m writing this entry while I sit at my daughter’s meeting. She’s in a program that is kind of like girl scouts, but religious. My husband was home today (school was c...


March 12, 2019

Survey in Ramblings

Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with? Yeah, he was my first love. We lived together for several years. We keep in contact… I kind of miss him. What would you do with 1,000...


March 11, 2019

+47.4 in Weighty

I had my nutritionist appointment today. It is over an hour away and I had my appointment at 7:30. I was in and out and back home by 9. Driving there takes longer than driving back because there’...


March 10, 2019

Glaucoma? in Ramblings

I have no idea how to title my entries. It’s a mess. So, I’ve had increasingly painful issues with my eyes. First, I became sensitive to light and have had migraines off and on for a couple years...


March 08, 2019

+45.8 in Weighty

Monday I went to the big city for an all day study appointment. They did my weight and measurements. I lost around 13 pounds in like a week and a half. Don’t worry, next Monday won’t be a similar...


March 02, 2019

Extra cash in Ramblings

Every year I have to fight the IRS and jump through hoops to get some money back from our tax return. I defaulted on student loans when we were going through such a rough time and our house was i...


March 02, 2019

Weighty: +58.9 in Weighty

So I annoy myself with how obsessed I am with my weight. I feel like I come here for one of two reasons: Complain about my weight or complain about my husband. I’m not generally a complainer so i...


February 26, 2019

Stir Fry Riced Cauliflower in Ramblings

So I had my appointment on Thursday (2/21) to find out what portion of the study I am in. There were three options. 1) Weight Loss Med #1 2) Weight Loss Med #2 3) Weekly meetings with a dietitia...


February 20, 2019

Tired & Poor in Ramblings

I’m so tired. I’m also so depressed. My OB/GYN with my first son kind of taught me about trying to decide whether my depression or feelings are situationally appropriate to decide whether or not ...


February 17, 2019

Messed up beyond belief! in Ramblings

This is such a ridiculous and long, drawn out thing. So there was once this girl that I knew online (in some of the same circles as you all, I’m sure… so if you know who I’m talking about please ...


February 13, 2019

Blah in Ramblings

I tried cauliflower for the first time tonight and I liked it. I made it with breadcrumbs and Parmesan cheese in the oven. I honestly think I would have liked it fine without the breadcrumbs. I a...


February 11, 2019

295.2 in Ramblings

Bahaha. OMG. I’m thankful I don’t know anyone on this website other than friends I really love and would forgive for anything - including thinking about what a fat ass I am. I have gained SO MUC...


February 05, 2019

Aren't You Lucky in Ramblings

My online diary is super lucky, because by the time I get here during an emotional crisis slash mental breakdown, I’ve already unleashed my torrent of psychosis onto someone else and they have tr...


January 08, 2019

First Early Morning in Ramblings

I feel like I’m the queen of non-traditional money making gigs. I’m doing 4 online gig jobs which gives me endless hours to work in my pajamas. I’m also trying to get into a medical study to make...


January 07, 2019

Slow Day in Ramblings

Work is sooo damn slow. It has been since the week after Christmas. And I took the week OF Christmas totally off all jobs so there’s that, too lol. I wouldn’t change it, even if this month is goi...


January 05, 2019

Christmas/New Year in Ramblings

Every now and then I am like “Oh! I got 15 minutes, I can write an entry!” so I login… and see 61 unread bookmarks. Then I get lost in catching up with my bookmarks and don’t have time to write m...


December 02, 2018

December 2018 Currents in Ramblings

Current music: The new Lukas Graham album Current favorite songs: “Smithereens” by Twenty One Pilots, “Not a Damn Thing Changed” by Lukas Graham Current film: I got nothing. Current television sh...


October 22, 2018

Survey in Ramblings

Are you “with” the very last person you kissed? Yes, married 11 years. Ever dated/kissed a someone with the name Casey, Tyler, Ryan, Jordan, Colton, Rebecca, Samantha, Lauren, Taylor, or Ashley? ...


October 15, 2018

Distracted Day at Work in Ramblings

I’ve barely gotten any work done this morning and it drives me nuts. It’s almost 2pm and I have about an hour done. So… seven hours to go. Yay. It felt like random stuff just kept coming up that ...


October 14, 2018

Weighty in Ramblings

I had life-changing surgery 3 weeks ago and have started many entries during that time but ended up leaving them unfinished or just deleting them altogether. I feel like I have so incredibly much...


September 29, 2018

Fours Survey in Ramblings

Four names I go by: 1. Sarah 2. Mom 3. Queen/Goddess 4. Gooey Four places I’ve lived: 1. Indiana 2. Tennessee 3. Texas 4. Oklahoma Four favorite books: 1. Jurassic Park 2. Congo 3. Harry Potter s...


September 27, 2018

Boring day post surgery in Ramblings

My surgery went well. Overall uneventful. I was admitted to the hospital for one night for observation. The hospital was nice actually. They delivered food to me (even though it was a liquid diet...


September 22, 2018

Whirlwind in Ramblings

It feels like my life has been a whirlwind lately. Some of it has been health issues. Or just trying to get paperwork and stuff done for various things on my to-do list. The health issues have be...


September 16, 2018

Passing time at work in Ramblings

First of all, internet trolls are scary. But also a reminder that I’m getting too old to deal with other people’s unmedicated insanity online. I have enough of my own real-life crazy. I feel al...


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