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It’s 2:12am
Dear God, If I go to bed now…I might get 6 hours of sleep. It’s the latest I ever gone to bed on a school night. I pray that I fall asleep quickly. Just a quick recap, I watched Joyce Meyers...
The Cats Meow
Dear God, Thank You for another day. Please let the knot on my head go away. I promise I won’t drink like that again—I clearly had too much. I walked straight into a wall, for heaven’s sake....
I got tipsy… again
Dear God, I admit I’m a little tipsy… but You already knew that. Tonight, I organized a small gathering—Jim, Jillian, Alex, John, Karla, and me. It was really nice. We all ended up in the jac...
Elena was sent home :(
Dear God, Thank You for letting me pass my fourth exam. I got five wrong—same as my roommate. Alex didn’t study at all, and I studied until 2 a.m. I studied this hard because Shervy reminded m...
Dad said tonight I must..
Dear God, I know it’s very late—almost 2 a.m.—and I probably shouldn’t be up, but thank You so much for letting me earn a perfect score today. I only had to answer the questions I missed. ...
I failed a test in FA school
Dear God, Today I missed eight questions on my exam, which resulted in a failed test. What hurts the most is that I knew (anlmost) every question I missed. My instructor even showed me the scan...
New Habit Starting Today
Dear God, It’s the day after the Grammys. It was really special seeing new artists win their first Grammy. I feel like Lola Young somehow knew she was going to win—maybe that’s why she wore sw...
A saying he usually says to me…
Dear God, I’m crying so hard right now. My dad cried on the phone—and he never cries. He usually tells me, “I’ve loved you since the day you took your first breath.” But this time he said, “I...
Sex In The City
Dear God, Please forgive me for my sins. I took a puff while I was out—but it truly was only a few puffs. The weed I had was taken away, and honestly, that feels like a good thing. It fell out ...
Not everybody…wants to hate on you…pt. 1
Dear God, I got a 100 on my exam today. I can barely write this entry because of being tipsy. I feel like sex in the city. I’m having a hardest time do vowing. I’m drunk. I can really concentr...
Exam #1
Dear God, I talked a lot of smack about my colleagues, but I’m grateful I remembered and reread the things I said. For the next two months, I won’t even make eye contact with the people I k...
A Day of Confession
Dear God, Today, you revealed a lot to me. You wanted me up here so I could focus. Even though this room is smaller, Amarya reminded me how cozy it is. She purposely picked a room similar to ...
Judgment is very real
Dear God, Please forgive me for being so upset last night. That feeling followed me into the morning, and I felt physically sick. My stomach is completely unsettled. Today, I received a wa...
You Must Have Favorites
Dear God, can you let me know what’s going on? Why so many bad things happened at once? Housekeepers stole from me. Then I’m told to move out my hotel room and room with a colleague on the thir...
“I can tell you’re religious”
Dear God, Today was my first day of training—but You already knew that. I just want to thank You for everything. Thank You for my new friend, Amarya. You know how much I love autistic fo...
Miami
Dear God, I couldn’t have asked for a better flight. American Airlines is so much better than Spirit. The seats were comfortable and actually reclined. The tray even had a spot to hold my ph...
AA 2DAY (or hopefully 2M)
Dear God, This winter storm has affected almost every airline—except mine. Literally, all flights are grounded except the one I’m supposed to be on. Part of me wishes for an extension on the...
Last Time Flying Spirit
Dear God, I’m sitting on a row of chairs by the airport’s sliding doors, wishing I were lying down with a soft pillow—better yet, in my own bed. I’m so exhausted, but I’m an hour and forty-f...
Spirit
Dear God, I’m about to get ready to head to Burbank Airport on my way to Las Vegas. Please let me have a smooth, safe trip. Help me know what to pack and what to leave behind. Give me clarit...
Sleeping Better These Days
Dear God, I went to bed at 8:16am and woke up at 3:15am… not too shabby. Thank You. You know that scene where Whoopi Goldberg tells Lauryn Hill, “If you wake up singing, you supposed to be a...
Sleeping Naturally
Dear God, I went to bed at 8:16 and woke up at 3:15…not to shabby. Thank you. You know that scene where Whoopie Goldberg tells Lauren Hill that if she wakes up singing then: “you supposed to b...
Not Everybody Wants U
Dear God, I’m sitting in a room with a producer named Troy. Irock referred him to me. He’s probably the best producer I’ve worked with up to this point (except for Kalani—but Kalani doesn’t wo...
333 - 555
Dear God, I opened my phone at 3:32 a.m. It’s about to be 3:33 a.m. The meaning of 333 is said to be a strong sign to embrace opportunities, communicate clearly, and trust your intuition—a s...
Early Bedtime
Dear God, First and foremost, thank You for a good day. I did absolutely nothing—and that’s my favorite kind of day. It started with coffee, then studying, watching TV, and laying in bed. S...
Do all you can
Dear God, My pops just texted me, “Do all you can, and the rest is in God’s hands.” Because of that, I canceled my vlog shoot. I need to study as much as possible. I need to pass this flight at...
Book Description
A woman in her mid-forties clings to a dream she has carried since she was two—before it had a name, when it lived only as a feeling. Now that feeling is weighted with exhaustion, yet hope still hums quietly beneath the fatigue.
This book traces her inner journey as she seeks a deeper bond with God, weathering trials that test both heart and spirit.
Will she bend beneath the world’s pressure, or rise by remembering God’s promises and holding fast to her faith?
