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I’m ready now
Dear God, I know we haven’t spoken to each other in over a month. I’ve been super depressed but know I’m finally doing a bit better. I had sex after 7 years or more with a guy who has now be...
God I Trust U / Doubting Thomas
Dear God, Joel Osteen gave a powerful sermon today. I find comfort in how my favorite pastor always seems to understand what I’m going through—how he applies the Bible in a way that reflects...
War then left for Dead
Dear God, It is 6:52am. I had a nightmare. I was a lesbian at first. I had two girls on a rollercoaster, and we were making out. Maybe the other girl was me. The girl followed me. Mom told ...
9 lives
Dear God, I don’t believe I have nine lives, but I titled this prayer that way because my life has been a constant struggle. I know I shouldn’t dwell on the past, but my mind keeps going bac...
Symptoms from
Dear God, I listened to my father and stayed home today. My back still hurts, but my legs feel better. The pain in my shoulders has greatly decreased, and I no longer have headaches. I tru...
Omg again?!
Dear God, I almost got sucked into TikTok on my other phone. It’s so full of sadness, anger, violence, lost souls—just everything I don’t need to see. No wonder kids face depression at suc...
Deleted SM
Dear God, I just spent three hours this morning on TikTok, and afterward I felt exhausted, guilty, and not like myself. I’ve deleted it, and I pray that what I consumed will not linger in my ...
Job 13:15
Dear God, The past two days have been filled with so much pain. My whole body felt like it was writhing—sharp pain in my lower back shooting upward through my spine, into my neck, into my he...
You were speaking to me the whole time!
Dear God, Thank You for being with me. I praise Your holy name. In the name of Jesus, I pray that everything will turn out right. I ask for Your forgiveness wholeheartedly. I’m praying for ...
Healing in my sleep
Dear God, I am really too tired to even say a prayer…it’s past 5am and I still haven’t gone to sleep yet. I would like to pray for my anxiety. My hair is falling out so much. My face is also br...
Parents House
Dear God, I’ve been staying at my parents’ house ever since I flew in on Tuesday. Today I found out that I’ve been taken off all flights for the rest of this month and next month. Surprisin...
Sent home and being alone
Dear God, As You know, I’m being sent home tomorrow, and I still have not received any flight ticket or reservation. I don’t know what this means, but I’m absolutely certain I have no ticket ...
A prayer for myself and others.
Dear Heavenly Father, First and foremost, I thank You for all the good times—for the joy I have experienced in those moments. I also thank You for the difficult times, for the lessons they h...
Reliving it
Dear God, Thank You for being with me on my first flight. It felt like a first glimpse into what this industry is really like. There are moments where you shine and appear confident, and mo...
Sneezing so Much part 2
Dear Father, thank you, thank you, thank you for not allowing me to see or hear any mice. I keep seeing mice feces—but not one mouse…until two days ago. It was AWFUL—literally mice feces every...
Sneezing so Much
Dear Father, Thank you, thank you, thank you for my wonderful performance at church today. It blended so beautifully with the message and the ministry of the service. I also noticed that I ...
Twice in one day
Dear God, I sometimes wonder if numbers mean anything to You. In many ways, I think they do. When I think about the Bible, every chapter and verse is organized through numbers. Jesus multip...
Better go to bed soon
Dear God, I decided to cancel my studio session tomorrow because I feel like I still need more time to write down my lyrics and go over the songs. I also want to rehearse the songs I plan t...
Change is taking place
Dear God, I lost a lot of weight during my flight attendant training, but it feels like I’m quickly gaining it back. Yesterday I ate a lot right before bed, and I went to sleep really late....
One step ahead by AF
Dear God, My stomach woke me up this morning—it was in knots. I had a strange dream where I kept feeling like someone was stealing from me. Amara appeared in the dream, and we were standing...
20s not 40s
Dear God, The new guy I mentioned earlier said that I reminded him of someone in their 20s rather than someone in their 40s. I knew he was only temporary in my life and that I didn’t really...
12k Angels
Dear God, I just wrote a prayer that was at least six paragraphs long. I wrote about my dreams and aspirations, but I deleted it all. Then I realized—You already know the desires of my hear...
Told Ms. Jane everything and she knew already
Dear God, I pray for a peace that surpasses all understanding. I pray for a sweet nap. I need to feel better. I cried. And You said that you see every tear. Please give me beauty for ashes. ...
A break until Sunset!
Dear God, I’m flying Delta, seated in a middle seat—and I’m not complaining one bit. The seats are comfortable, and I’m genuinely enjoying this flight. I’ve never been able to sleep on pl...
Be careful
Dear God, I woke up thinking about a swimsuit from my dream. I was working with Anabel, and she was talking to me. She said she didn’t really want to spend time with someone — that she only ...
Book Description
A woman in her mid-forties clings to a dream she has carried since she was two—before it had a name, when it lived only as a feeling. Now that feeling is weighted with exhaustion, yet hope still hums quietly beneath the fatigue.
This book traces her inner journey as she seeks a deeper bond with God, weathering trials that test both heart and spirit.
Will she bend beneath the world’s pressure, or rise by remembering God’s promises and holding fast to her faith?
