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suture self
i don't want to see it without seeing iti don't want to hear it without hearing it i don't want to touch it without touching iti don't want to feel it without feeling itso give it to me straig...
Ain't nobody like an Indian girl
"My desi girl My desi girl Girl… girl… girl… girl My desi girl My desi girl Girl… girl… girl… girl Jhumka gira de Jo milale agar woh nazar se nazar mein taale Nachke dikade, Sabki dhadkan mei...
The common denominator
I'm out here in the dark I've lost my way again And any way I turn, shoulders get turned away I don't know what I've done So I can't reach out because it feels like it's always me And ...
Specificity
It's always something so random and so specific.. The curve behind your left knee... Your tailbone.. The way your fingernails glimmer after they're painted.. The way your belly button str...
Pulmonary Archery
Pin it back and bleed it to the coreI am still and will be hereAwkward pauses on the lips of those wanting more So we tread on the grounds that we fearWe do it in our sleep,In our dreams, and ...
Open me
The dirty things we used to do.. Caught just behind my teeth.. I'm grinding.. It's stuck inside.. The way you used to dig into me.. The way I'd dig into you It hurt in ways that mattered...
Just stop
Can you please just, like, stop... For just a second Stop being so fucking sexy when I want you to be sexy And so smart about things that I need you to be smart about Just stop... Bein...
Stupid Boy
"Stupid boy, no one expects anything from youYour whole life you'll be one step from the graveAnd there's nothing you can do to ever change it. You only have yourself to blame" I've liste...
To the places we fear the most
I love and hate these at the same time because you write them about me But you don't talk to me about them.. This is me talking, this is me talking to youThis is me picking up the gaps in...
Things in the dark no one ever says
I think weird things in the darkLike If I died right now You'd never know You'd think I ghosted you And you would hate me forever And I'd be the biggest asshole for ghosting you You tel...
Parts of a whole
Your...Hair...Eyes..Lips...Tongue...Collarbones to shoulder bladesElbows...Fingertips to tattoos....Cleavage to nipples...Belly button..Pubic hair...Clit to cunt...Thighs...Knees...Cheeks to ...
4U
I fill these pages with thoughts of her Of her and IAnd other memories and hopesBut that's because I want to, She let's me in, And I listen to what she saysAnd what she tells me to do, 'Caus...
Cracked
I save the tiktoks instead of sending...I think I'm going slightly insane...Ill do those pictures if you send me the other pictures... Or if you my put your toes in my mouth at the end of the da...
Fire
So ignite these words And hold my heart And set it ablaze, and set it ablaze Cuz it burned for the days before How long does it last when you don't say the words and you do what you do...
Monsters
If you lose your light I will sit with you in the dark I'll wrap my arm around your shoulder And I will sit for as long as it takesI don't care what happens in your dark Be scared, be anxious, ...
Need
I want you on my bed...I want you on my lap...I want your lips on mine...I want your nails in my skin...I want your eyes on me...I want to feel the give and the take...I want to feel you wet and...
NSFW
Fuck..I type it out in our chat box and then I delete it...It's better not out of the blue but..But 8,000 times a day ...my tongue.. dancing in your groin..Through your pubic hair.. to the other...
And So I Am Sad
I am sad...That you don't see yourself the way that I see youI am sad...That my words and deeds will never be enough to help you see That the things you say and the things you do redefine what ...
Ghost
I don't know anymore I don't know what this is I don't know who I am I feel so close to giving up I don't know what to do I wish you would reach outEverything hurtsAnd throbs, and twitchesAnd l...
Safe space
You reach out and you talk You say you miss me...?How? Why even? I'm right hereShow me then..You say you love me..?But sometimes it's hard to feel It's hard to believe...So make me feel it..Or.....
Hey this is a metaphor!
I found a snow globe with a tropical setting once Inside, it was bright and beautiful and warm, I could tell... It was so inviting and I would tap on the glass and it would say come in.. And...
Love
Those much smarter than me say that you have to love yourself before you can love anyone else But this never sat right with me How can this be true, if I've never experienced love, how can I kno...
3 A.M
It's 3:00 a.m. I'm wide awake, tossing and turning Thinking of you..Thinking of the last time your nipples hardened against my tongue..Or the last time it was wrapped around your tongueThinking...
Beauty
I know I said I miss your dumb face But baby there's nothing dumb about you Except for the way you make me feel Dumbfounded and tongue-tiedFrom the first day you wrapped your arms around meAnd e...
Morning gratitude
It's all hard..But the mornings..The mornings are the worst When I wake up from a panic attack And I can't reach out to you I can't hear you say just breatheWhen I realize all over again You wer...
