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Sunday
Despite. the fact that my last around 8 attempts of work sessions online have not turned out like I wanted, I’m still very thankful. I have other work successes tho, my health, my belief in myse...
Monday
To the witch & of whatever evil she’s tried to control vs. God’s people via the gym: you no longer have the right to manipulate against me or anyone else there. It’s a great day. I’m winning...
3.2
It’s treading into rest time. Gonna affirm s***. I was pushed to post, as a person I considered patterning with all of sudden chose to post while ignoring mine. (It does seem and feel petty; how...
Saturday
Made it a point to listen to myself about my workout. Avoiding the gays and the guy about money. He’s cool, but he’s been a tad racist. It felt like he’s cool with black people if they are financ...
Monday
Woke up, feeling awkward. Still went ahead and got my workout in. I have to do it earlier via certain gyms to avoid the homosexual creeper-stalkers. (It was interesting that I avoided it, for th...
Jewish Friends
Ever since I was young I felt a kindred toward Jewish people, as I grew in knowledge, I understood why. That’s what made the amidst occurrences angst ridden. First, I still believe that Jewish wo...
Tuesday
I did slip, and I wholeheartedly go to my God/Higher Power in repentance.... However, when life is making me look and feel like I’m beneath my power, then it’s what it is. We’re humans, yet we’re...
Sunday
I feel like my sacrifices are n’t getting me what I want. (In reality I just don’t like to lose. It seems as though whenever I’ve tried to will a team to win, it modes against what I want.) I con...
Sacrifices Still...
I was tested. My desires fruition for Golden State, my sessions, wealth, familial happiness, food, clients’ happy with me, grades success, and more are still happening…
Friday
Gonna eat in a bit. Jus felt like spending my time writing instead of checking for email or correspondence that I know has already arrived in my hearts and feelings… I woke up feeling good or per...
Rainy Days & Mondays (the Carpenters)
Be strong…and resilient When I take a certain supplement lots of men follow me around the gym (wanting sex). The problem is that I’m not attracted to men sexually. On the other hand women operat...
Sunday
Tryna calm down. So thankful for my power, knowledge, strength, will, and help. Had a great workout with no worries or problems (ie. no power issues, rain stopped, sun shining, etc). Sacrificin...
Tuesday
I had to shut off my Instagram again. It’s becoming a weekly thing. It’s the evil from women. Yes, they’re broke. One of them went through my followers and snaked me for barbers. She’s also not ...
Sunday II
This is the first time I’ve really wanted to work out, but I’m too broke to. I’ve tried really hard all week to not be in this position, but here I am. I have lost faith in any type of God. If th...
Sunday
No payouts. It’s turned into a weekend so far. I called Amazon about what they owe, and just as AT&T, their customer service reps were ass (on the first go round). They obviously are n’t coac...
Saturday II
No payouts so far. I reached out to Cora and felt like ass. That’s definitely bad energy. I’ve stopped the creation of any bad energy in those regards. I’ve had a panic attack since then.
Saturday
Evil wants me to think or feel like money is not on the way or that my account will remain low because I’m getting a following. Any of who are following me or vice versa are stopping my money flo...
Professional Sports
My desires fruition via professional sports (which is ultimately racist & evil) has been evolving against what I desire and visualize, and none of the brands that owe me money have paid out. ...
Tues.
I woke up this morning and fucked myself for minutes after missing an 80 dollar gig. Somehow I keep missing the high dollar gigs. I’m requesting that the angels remove the essence that is stoppin...
