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1 day ago

8/11/22

2 days of insane mornings. I would get up and sit here and think about putting a gun to my head. I would do the basic morning things but then sit here in a trance-like state thinking of ending my...


2 days ago

THERAPISTS/THERAPY

I was amused to see a friend of mine from this site and FB writing about therapists. I have thought about doing it for a long time. I had a sort of breakdown starting in April. I planned suicide ...


There is a joy in giving my birds special fun foods like orange.


He has been eating it for years and loves it. He sees me eating ice cream and he often flies over to give me a hint that he wants some. Look at the ice cream then back at me. My god how he loves ...


3 days ago

Beautiful


In April of this year, I got a horrifying thing in the mail. Something I have dreaded all my life: A FEDERAL Jury duty notice. Go to Detroit - which is about a 30 mile drive for me. I had a sort ...


I am often amused at how so many of us use avatars and aliases on the internet. Shhh! Top Secret! I have had to ask myself what is there that someone could use against me and hurt me with from my...


I read a lot and some of that is science and psychology. Last night I found an article about “HSP” or Highly Sensitive People. It was one of those EUREKA! Moments in my life. There are people in...


6 days ago

Boppin Morning

I got up with a song playing over and over in my head. Had to track it down in my inventory. Found it and listened to it a dozen or so times. Just good to feel good in the moment. My bird max has...


When I was a child, I was terrified of things I probably only imagined. I cannot remember what I was afraid of so long ago. Panic attacks before there was such a label. Mindless often baseless fe...


I have deleted and created new accounts a few times. I think I did save a few entries in the past but more recently the whole concept of “Impermanence” makes it all seem meaningless. What does my...


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