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2 days of insane mornings. I would get up and sit here and think about putting a gun to my head. I would do the basic morning things but then sit here in a trance-like state thinking of ending my...

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I was amused to see a friend of mine from this site and FB writing about therapists. I have thought about doing it for a long time. I had a sort of breakdown starting in April. I planned suicide ...

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There is a joy in giving my birds special fun foods like orange.

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He has been eating it for years and loves it. He sees me eating ice cream and he often flies over to give me a hint that he wants some. Look at the ice cream then back at me. My god how he loves ...

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In April of this year, I got a horrifying thing in the mail. Something I have dreaded all my life: A FEDERAL Jury duty notice. Go to Detroit - which is about a 30 mile drive for me. I had a sort ...

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I am often amused at how so many of us use avatars and aliases on the internet. Shhh! Top Secret! I have had to ask myself what is there that someone could use against me and hurt me with from my...

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I read a lot and some of that is science and psychology. Last night I found an article about “HSP” or Highly Sensitive People. It was one of those EUREKA! Moments in my life. There are people in...

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I got up with a song playing over and over in my head. Had to track it down in my inventory. Found it and listened to it a dozen or so times. Just good to feel good in the moment. My bird max has...

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When I was a child, I was terrified of things I probably only imagined. I cannot remember what I was afraid of so long ago. Panic attacks before there was such a label. Mindless often baseless fe...

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I have deleted and created new accounts a few times. I think I did save a few entries in the past but more recently the whole concept of “Impermanence” makes it all seem meaningless. What does my...

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