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Thank you, I guess
It is objectively, factually true that I had better than what you had growing up. That has been the foundation of your justification. I’m pretty certain that I never told you that I agreed with ...
Endless chatter
I was in a sour mood today bc of a certain 15 year old. It’s more than he’s just a teenager. He is a bully to his sister bc she’s “just like mom” but holy mother fucking shit does he have traits ...
Robin reached out to me on Christmas to say she hopes to have insurance next year for therapy, so, to start preparing, I created this “A Working Entry to My Mom” document because she “truly wants...
It's not you. It's... me?
Your words imply that it’s me. Not the way I see it. It’s you and your trauma that you weren’t able to overcome. Your narcissism and your envious comments about my body and my hair. It’s you thi...
"Was I that bad a mother?"
The last time I spoke on the phone with Robin was in 2020, I believe. The last text conversation we had was March 15 when I sent her the photo album from my itty bitty wedding. In this album, I’m...
Fuck her
I met with my therapist I met with my primary care provider We increased my Lexapro to 20mg Next he said would be Cymbalta Kyle sat in on my therapy this morning It was a really good session What...
Me + Depression =4ever<3
Depression is a lens. A cloudy filter. It distorts your truth, your reality. How much of me is depression? Am I a negative person or is the depression making me negative? Am I an irritable perso...
I'm angry rn about being angry
I guess if we explore my anger, we’ll also be exploring my depression. I’m angry that I even have depression and so much anger that somehow disguises itself into depression? Idk. I’m angry that I...
Book Description
Why all the anger?