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2 days ago

Boredom survey.

Are you a cat person or a dog person? Dogs but I am also not one to mistreat an animal. How many pets do you have? What are their names? Currently live with three cats. But had 4 dogs. What pet...


So from Monday until last night I was awake pretty much straight. Like probably less than 5 hours sleep in three days. Last night finally slept about 8 hours guess that is enough for a few more d...


November 09, 2020

Good vibes appreciated.

Just got done with a phone interview for a job doing pretty much exactly what I was doing at the last job. I believe it went well, should hear something by the end of the week to set up a face to...


October 10, 2020

🎂

Happy Birthday to me.


October 08, 2020

Meh 😕

So haven’t written anything in a bit have been busy and stressed and not in the mood. I’ll start with something good that has happened this week, Baby Girl came over and spent the night Tuesday ...


October 04, 2020

2nd place....

I always feel myself coming in second place always second best never anyone’s number one you’d think by now I would be used to it but I think this feeling is one you never get used to.......


October 03, 2020

Day 3

Getting ready for work day 3. Let’s see how this goes. Wish me luck that we get more than 3 hours tonight. Update: Got to work parking lot is empty minus about 5 cars. Walked in to the security ...


October 03, 2020

Day 2

Love the job, people still seem alright even though they pretty much sit around and I do everything. The one thing I am not in love with is the hours. During the interview and orientation we were...


October 02, 2020

New job day 1

Started at the new job this evening. All in all I like it. People seem alright even though I was the “new kid” and was given the shit work to do it wasn’t hard. It’s assembly work so once I got t...


September 27, 2020

Just wanna scream....

To many thoughts at once. I feel like a ticking time bomb. My fuse is getting short. I am going to explode and it’s not gonna be pretty.


September 23, 2020

Good news for once ....

Passed my drug test today and got a call from HR about my orientation date. Pending the results of my background check I go next Wednesday. I have no worries there as I have my concealed carry pe...


September 22, 2020

Adulting FUCKIN sucks

Signed papers today that gave up my rights to the house. Got until the end of the week to get everything out. S2BX actually turned a corner and has decided to be nice. Next step divorce papers....


September 18, 2020

Heartbroken but still breathing

BG was supposed to come back over tonight and spend the night but I got a message from S2BX that she had told him she didn’t want to she had just told me that so it wouldn’t hurt my feelings. Y’...


September 16, 2020

Baby Girls Birthday.

Well today or I guess yesterday since it is 2:30 in the morning, was Baby Girls 11th birthday!! Y’all it went over great!! I met the S2BX at the house so he and I could talk about the events that...


September 13, 2020

What would you do?....

I’m in love with a person who has an addiction. This is something new to me kind of, the S2BX was addicted to sex which didn’t always end well for me but I learned to live with it 😔. I know that’...


September 11, 2020

Ramblin.... a peek in my head

Ok so I’m a tad bit stoned so I apologize cause that means this post is going to be all over the place. Woke up this morning to a notification of a message from my mom who is bi polar Not diagno...


September 11, 2020

Wish me luck...

Going for an interview for what will be a part time thing at a local gas station/deli type place. Have explained to them my current situation and was told it will be fine they can work with me. W...


September 09, 2020

3 more weeks......

Went back for follow up appointment for my hand today. Had another set of x-rays done fun! Well go to room to wait nurse pulls up the images on the computer screen and says doc will be in shortly...


September 06, 2020

Gonna be a great day...

Well flippin fantastic!! Ok starters I haven’t really actually slept since yesterday, I’ve dozed off a bit but no actual sleep for me. 🤦‍♀️ I tried to lay down without the brace on my hand (bro...


September 05, 2020

Lost.......

I feel lost or like I’m drowning in a sea full of people and still no one notices. It’s a super shitty feeling. How do you reply when the person you are over the moon in love with says to you “s...


September 03, 2020

On the upswing.

Well the last couple days I’ve felt better for the most part. Had one episode of vomiting last night but I think I just overdid myself. It was after supper and I was helping clean up the kitchen ...


September 01, 2020

Yuck 🤢

11:30 pm and since I woke up, yes finally fell asleep around 7 this morning, I’ve been sick. Started last night around 8 threw up once was alright the rest of the evening other than feeling sick....


August 31, 2020

No sleep in sight

It is super early morning here but sleep is nowhere to be found. Honestly a full nights worth of restful uninterrupted sleep without medication seems like an impossibility anymore. To many though...


August 29, 2020

Hi.......

So this is the first thing I’m writing here. Been creeping around for a few days kinda seeing how things work getting it figured out, ya know. Life for me at the moment is ..... let’s just say I...


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