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"Love Is Not A Victory March"
I woke up after only being able to sleep three hours with a racing heart, panic all over, and no memory of any dreams or nightmares or anything like that. Couldn’t go back to sleep, couldn’t sha...
20 Minutes of Late-Night Thoughts
Ten years ago, people looked at me funny when I declared that some people LOVE being offended. Now, everyone knows it. Hell, they rule the internet. Though they’re becoming less popular in rea...
Winding Down
Long afternoon, sun and wind, stretching into mid-evening, and I look at the clock and can’t believe it’s still light out. Finally dark and all my energy spent, I’m sitting on my bed, little bl...
A Decade
I can’t believe it’s been ten years since the night of my mugging. Well, technically, sometime between 7 p.m. and 7:20 p.m. tonight, it will have been ten years. I’m starting to think about all ...
Laugh Tracks and Awful Lighting
Ah, sittin’ with some iced white tea and an episode of Dobie Gillis. I’ve realized lately that I can’t watch any show made past the mid 90’s that uses a laugh track. It’s not quite the laugh tr...
The Darker the Berry, the Sweeter the Juice!!!!
I saw that written on a porn synopsis as William and I were searching the Comcast listing for something to watch…We’d never watch porn together, get your mind out of the gutter, haha…William doe...
Three Turkeys...
Since I didn’t post here for a while, I guess I should write about my winter thus far. Thanksgiving, just beginning to recover from our grief about Geffen, William and I decided to keep things lo...
Good and bad
Some randomness. I hate when men have beards or mustaches. Don’t hate the men who have them, just can’t be physically attracted to them. While they still have the facial hair, at least. I lov...
My Geffen...
I don’t know if I should even write about this tonight, because I can barely even mention or think about it without freaking out hardcore, but my kitty cat Geffen doesn’t seem to be doing well at...
Online Shopping: A Very Trump-tastic Christmas
I just spent $40 on a Donald Trump wig for my husband! I had intended to spend much less, but all of the “Candidate Comb-Over” wigs that were $10, $13, $15, had the worst online reviews imaginab...
Turning Darker...
Guided by some vague semblance of instinct, here I turn. I’ve felt very stressed out lately. Well, stressed out here and there, not all the time, but intensely at times. Sisters and mother are ...
The 60s in Two Different Ways...
I could hear Eric’s voice screaming at me in my head tonight as I ventured out to walk what I call the Small Bunny Trail around my apartment earlier tonight. I saw no one was out there, so I lim...
"Chick Magnet"
I saw Owen today, Sullivan’s boyfriend. He came over to the apartment and talked for a few hours. He ate a large cheesesteak sub from a carryout place down the street, the whole thing, which wa...
Pageant Tangent
Thinking about beauty pageants. Because I just saw a dvr’ed episode of Dawson’s Creek in which Joey and Pacey enter the local beauty pageant, hoping to win the cash prize. My child-mind wonders...
If on a summer's night a denizen...
I find a lot of writers’ writing boring, and a lot of books boring. Most of them that I run across. If not boring, then sub-par. Maybe I’m just too critical, but if I’m going to invest a few h...
Everything But Schnapps...
I must admit I love anything peach flavored! Peach pie, peach preserves, peach cookies, my new Georgia peach & sweet tea shower gel and body wash set…Right now, I am lightly sucking on an Ou...
Not Just a Dream...
Sometimes fatigue is a blessing, when it comes at just the right time when you can use it. When all your worries are out of mind, and you can just lie down and sleep or relax. I can say that I ...
Order from Chaos
I rarely get upset when something I’ve ordered online doesn’t end up fitting right or looking right once I try it on at home, because I’m honestly equally happy to get the money back as I am addi...
Waiting for it to clear...
The house was filled with smoke and so I just opened all the windows and walked away. Out and away, for the sake of being away. Rainwater that had collected on tree branches and leaves dripped ...
Pastels, Yogurt, & Distance...
When I’m relaxed in my bedroom after going out in summertime, I often feel like this bed is a big floating lounge chair and the floor around it is the calmest water I can imagine. I sprawl out ...
Bouncy Bouncy...
I approached him in the hallway to talk about something unimportant, can’t even remember what, and while I was talking, he kept circling his thumb around my bare nipple. His hands cupped around ...
...because it still hasn't gotten weird enough for me
TV Shows
This may sound strange, but I think I should be hooked on more tv shows right now. As of this week, with Wayward Pines being over, and rather disappointingly so, my dvr is only set to record two...
Purples, Blues, and Cute Panties For All...
This bottle of nail polish is called “Bikini So Teeny” and I’ve no idea why. Periwinkle, folks. Can’t remember the last time I’ve seen a girl in a periwinkle bikini, even with all the swimsuit ...
Movies & Friends
Manhunter. Stunning lighting and soundtrack. In the mood for being in the dark. The sky cries too much, and in between the moodiness sticks to my clothes, pins them uncomfortably to my skin. ...