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March 18, 2020

Day 2(home)

Completely drunk again.. Just keeping track of how often that hes fucked up. He got so drunk and high last night that even when he was excited for dinner, he couldn’t eat. He went to bed, then ...


I have exactly two weeks of PTO. I’m so glad for those days I did go to work when my bf would want me to stay home and play hooky. My bf’s work will pay employees two weeks pay too if they have ...


March 17, 2020

Work is tomorrow..

Work is tomorrow. He’s drunk, So what else is new? I need to come to a realization that he will just continue this unhealthy lifestyle and I need to find the strength to move on. I have been try...


March 16, 2020

It's Official...

I’ve been sober for 1 month today! :) I’ve been busying myself with obvious grocery shopping, grounding up and storing meat. Slicing up and storing fruit. I cooked a whole chicken in the crockpo...


March 16, 2020

Grocery store

https://i.postimg.cc/T11pgFch/IMG-20200316-050411-169.jpg https://i.postimg.cc/yYVzQ0qX/20200316-051429.jpg Well, Winco doesn’t open until 7am. I’m assuming by then it’ll be crazy so Im gonna be ...


March 15, 2020

Super easy day

It’s been super easy at work today. Because the virus but also because it’s been raining and will continue this whole week. The bathrooms have been used but they arent destroyed. I thought it wa...


March 14, 2020

This week's dinners

So tomorrow we will eat out… Or any leftover pork chops. Whatever we feel like. Maybe the roommate can eat them and we can just go out. Anyway, moving on… Monday I’m going to cook a whole chicken...


March 14, 2020

So no dinner then?

I was hoping I’d get home and we’d have some leftover pizza for tonight, but NOPE! The roommate and bf ate it all for lunch and anything I suggest for dinner is met with a “No”. He turned down po...


March 13, 2020

Gah! I need my peace!

I’ve literally not been able to relax since I got home at 2 and its a bit before 6. Because bf is so fucking needy for attention… God he acts like such a kid sometimes it’s fucking annoying. I co...


March 13, 2020

Separate Vehicles

My job is making everyone drive in separate vehicles til the end of the month. This is gonna be interesting. We follow eachother from park to park, but it’s a bit weird because you get so used t...


Yesterday was the first day I actually got pissed off at the politics of my jobs. There is one park I work at that has an awful reputation for criminal activity, such as graffiti, drug use and l...


March 12, 2020

Tarot Reading Online

From Evatarot.net I found it strange that I picked The Hermit and Justice on another website… Weird. Anyway, I picked 10 cards out of a deck. This is what I got. Sounds like I’m going to meet som...


March 12, 2020

No sanitizer?

I’ve noticed the media just talks about hand sanitizer and TP all the time but I think we need to also focus on strengthening whatever immune system you have and that requires eating healthy. I ...


March 12, 2020

Things

Tonight’s dinner is Spaghetti and Meatballs. I’m gonna be using whole wheat spaghetti noodles to make it a bit healthier. I may even add some zucchini noodles to my dish to add some more vegetabl...


March 11, 2020

No Fast Food Day/week

Okay, I’m not going to eat fast food today! I’m just going to eat my lunch and thats it!!! I feel as though Ive lost fat, or I’m not as bloated, just from eating healthier and homecooked meals an...


March 10, 2020

RABBIT IS ALIVE!!

Hes back and alive! So freaking relieved and happy that he’s back!


March 10, 2020

Errands

Went to the grocery store and got a few more items. Made breakfast: an egg, 2 1/2 pieces of bacon(halved), a Mandarin and 1/3 cup of plain yogurt with vanilla flavoured granola in it and I also h...


March 09, 2020

Pork Belly 2

This morning I went grocery shopping and found someone to ask about pork belly(because I want to make my own bacon). There were only 2 inch thick slices of pork belly out on display, so I asked i...


We just had crap tonight for dinner. He had been eating since I’d got home. He ate a whole bag of popcorn, beef jerky, about 10 chicken nuggets, some fries another 1/4lb pack of beef jerky and ...


March 06, 2020

Closed my account

I decided to close a credit card account. I never use this card. I know it won’t be good for my credit but, like I said, I never use it and to have to pay an annual fee(which they just started la...


March 06, 2020

March 8th is DLS day

This Sunday is Daylight Savings Day people! Don’t forget to set your clocks forward one hour. I need to look up more low carb recipes for next week. I mean, they can have carbs in the meal, but...


It calls for chicken but I made it with pork and brown rice. Came out delicious and I love how healthy it is!! :) https://www.skinnytaste.com/chicken-and-asparagus-lemon-stir-fry/#_a5y_p=1364121


March 05, 2020

Thank goodness.

I’m so glad I get paid tomorrow because I literally have $5 in my bank account and gotta take 20 outta savings to buy him vodka.. So I’ll have about $2 after tax.. Once I’m paid tomorrow, I gotta...


March 04, 2020

Coronavirus in my county

https://www.rosevilletoday.com/news/roseville/coronavirus-placer-county-declares-local-health-emergency/


March 04, 2020

No big surprise

Had another fight.. Not a big surprise. After the fight though… He wanted popcorn because he was high and drunk, so we went to Wal-Mart. I was walking to get the popcorn, when he slammed his foo...


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Dec 22nd 2019 - March 20th 2020