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Spring 2019

by kDawnf

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2 days ago

Today is my Friday

Today is my Friday, then I begin my weekend. I plan to get stuff done. Grocery shopping and such, as usual. Its going to be cloudy and rainy this Monday and Tuesday so I’ll try to stay at home. I...


What I want for my future: A house with property, get a new car(preferably a CR-V or similar), be able to travel, take vacations, go camping, I cant have kids so be able to visit my niece and fam...


5 days ago

What if SHTF?

The past three days I drank beer but have only kept it to a couple. After tonight though, I dont wanna drink again. He got too drunk again and started acting like a jerk, even to the roommate. U...


May 10, 2019

Not alive

God, I just feel like I dont live at all. I wake up, get ready for work, go to work, come home, sit on my ass before I start making dinner, make dinner, pick a movie, watch and eat, then go to be...


Tonight was the first time I had a real craving for a beer. I was just hanging out with my bf and the roommate and they were both drinking beers socializing and I wanted one so bad. I caught myse...


So my bf thinks I’m obsessed with Zac Efron. He thinks the reason I want to see that Extremely Wicked movie is because he’s in it. Well, of course it started out where we were looking for someth...


So its been 3 months since I’ve quit Facebook. It feels longer honestly, because I just dont think about it much anymore. I can say that it hasnt really changed much in my life because I’m used t...


May 06, 2019

Weekend Day 1

I went to Winco to buy groceries. I’m surprised I was able to get everything there and it only cost $100. I was certain it was going to be over my grocery budget, but thats why I love Winco. I ha...


May 03, 2019

Move-in Day

Today the new roommate moves in. I’m glad my bf will be home when he’s here moving his stuff in because if he had work today, the roommate wouldve have to move everything in without anyone here a...


April 30, 2019

April 30th

I visited my uncle’s grave and visited a bit. I went to an old client I had worked with’s apt to drop off her key I had found after a year or so of it being lost. She told me she had pnemonia and...


April 30, 2019

Faded Fake Flowers

Ive got to get the new roommate’s room and bathroom cleaned up today before he moves in this Friday. I also gotta sweep the house because his father is helping him move and itd look bad on us to ...


April 30, 2019

About me...

Who am I? I still havent figured it out and I think its because I’ve given myself to other people for so long, I dont know. Ive always wanted the other person to be happy, whether it was friends ...


April 29, 2019

Im so pissed off today!

Ive literally been to 7 stores to find a fucking receipt book or pad and NOBODY has anything! I dont fucking get it! Big Walmart is reorganizing its fucking store so where it shouldve been is no ...


April 26, 2019

Other People

There’s this new guy working with my bf now and he said would probably be the perfect guy for me. He describes him as a redneck type of guy who loves the outdoors. He wakes up early before work a...


April 24, 2019

My my Monday

It’s my Monday morning! I’m actually happy to go to work. God man, I remember just 6 months ago, I was so miserable. In another 6 months, I’m gonna start seeing entries from a year ago that showe...


Ive gotta get to cleaning the house, but I’m try to relax too. I did a little meditation after being irritated all morning. I feel better but I feel guilty that I ate McDonald’s. Idk why, but I h...


April 21, 2019

Just a quick entry..

Just a quick entry… I haven’t drank alcohol simce my bfs birthday. Only two days, but I also hadnt drank anything for a week before that. I think I’m kinda over any urges to drink after that firs...


April 15, 2019

Weekend adventures.

Got grocery shopping done.. Ate a couple waffles and a berry smoothie for breakfast. I feel like I’m already hungry, probably just need water. I’m getting my meds and blood drawn right now. The d...


April 14, 2019

Sunday is my Friday

Ive got 3 hours left of work and then I get a weekend. I’m glad. Hopefully I get a weekend alone, this time. I want to take my dog to the park possibly and walk around. Maybe I’ll do it after gro...


April 11, 2019

Fun without substances

Today I’m trying to relax. I can say I havent had alcohol for one day. Feels good, but uncomfortable too. I’m just not gonna drink for awhile, I hope. I didnt buy any wine last week, but only a 6...


April 10, 2019

I almost left...

I almost left yesterday and now I regret it. I’m so afraid of what may happen. He said he wished I had gone cause he was thinking that he could finally focus on himself. If I wouldve known that, ...


April 09, 2019

It may be over soon.

I worry about my dog, Little Ann. I really hope if I leave, I can bring her with me. Id be terribly heartbroken if I had to take her back to the breeder to be adopted. She’s known nobody but me, ...


April 09, 2019

New Phone tomorrow

I’ve decided I’m getting a new phone tomorriw. I buy prepaid phones so I’m just going to get the next upgrade, which really isnt much of one, but I don’t care. I’m going to get a LG Phoenix 4. I ...


Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with? Nope. Haven’t had any contact with him since I was 18. What would you do with 1,000 plastic spoons? Donate them to a school. What kin...


April 08, 2019

New Instagram

I made a new Instagram account.. I don’t use it often however, but I could use friends I suppose. Look for kdawnf and a buddha picture and just add me. I’ll add ya back. I still don’t have a Fac...


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