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Spring 2019

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June 21, 2019

Eating and exercise.

Man, I just ate another salad from Subway. I’m so full, but I’m sure I’ll be hungry in another couple hours.. I need to just drink water if that happens. I ate a hard boiled egg in the morning a...


June 19, 2019

Goals and new hobbies.

This weekend has been absolute shit.. I’m kinda messed up at the moment. Let’s just leave it at that. I’m trying to write more positively on my journal despite going thru shit. My treadmill shou...


June 17, 2019

Manual Tredmill

I ordered a manual treadmill on Walmart.com. It should come in on Thursday. I’m really excited for it because Ive been wanting to get back into exercising but I can never get the opportunity to g...


I can’t sleep. I’m depressed. I dont know how all this is going to play out tomorrow with my bf(if I’m even allowed to call him that anymore). Idk, this may just be something we may both just hav...


June 11, 2019

I'm at my Dad's

So I guess this will make it official. I’m gonna be sleeping over tonight. Idk how I’m going to explain this but I’ll probably end up moving back in with my dad after this. I’m just hoping he wil...


June 09, 2019

Single - Day 1

I woke up tearing up this morning and have had to hold back tears at work. I’m actually glad I am working alone today so I have the day to just think. Idk whats going to happen when I get home. ...


June 08, 2019

Separate Rooms

Separation for now… Sleeping in separate rooms, but it’s mutual. But we still cry. We called it what it has been, tonight. It feels unreal and like it’ll pass. Idk if I want it to or not. I’m i...


June 05, 2019

Hung out with the cousin

I hung out with my cousin and had Papa Murphy’s for the first time ever today and it was actually pretty good, especially for $10. We had a Mediterranean chicken pizza with olive oil and garlic s...


4 months since the first sprout from my Roma tomatoes developed. The jalapenos never made it but I planted about 12 tomato plants and 5 survived. Today my first tomato is growing and a couple mor...


May 29, 2019

Working Alone

I didnt get a chance to see the schedule before I left on my 3 day weekend, so Idk if I have a partner to work with or not today. I have a feeling I’m gonna be working by myself for 3 days. My su...


Yesterday I trained the new guy who’s going to be working with me on weekends. He did pretty well.. I trained him and then the bosses want him to do three days in a row by himself. My 3 day weeke...


May 19, 2019

Today is my Friday

Today is my Friday, then I begin my weekend. I plan to get stuff done. Grocery shopping and such, as usual. Its going to be cloudy and rainy this Monday and Tuesday so I’ll try to stay at home. I...


What I want for my future: A house with property, get a new car(preferably a CR-V or similar), be able to travel, take vacations, go camping, I cant have kids so be able to visit my niece and fam...


May 16, 2019

What if SHTF?

The past three days I drank beer but have only kept it to a couple. After tonight though, I dont wanna drink again. He got too drunk again and started acting like a jerk, even to the roommate. U...


May 10, 2019

Not alive

God, I just feel like I dont live at all. I wake up, get ready for work, go to work, come home, sit on my ass before I start making dinner, make dinner, pick a movie, watch and eat, then go to be...


Tonight was the first time I had a real craving for a beer. I was just hanging out with my bf and the roommate and they were both drinking beers socializing and I wanted one so bad. I caught myse...


So my bf thinks I’m obsessed with Zac Efron. He thinks the reason I want to see that Extremely Wicked movie is because he’s in it. Well, of course it started out where we were looking for someth...


So its been 3 months since I’ve quit Facebook. It feels longer honestly, because I just dont think about it much anymore. I can say that it hasnt really changed much in my life because I’m used t...


May 07, 2019

Weekend Day 1

I went to Winco to buy groceries. I’m surprised I was able to get everything there and it only cost $100. I was certain it was going to be over my grocery budget, but thats why I love Winco. I ha...


May 03, 2019

Move-in Day

Today the new roommate moves in. I’m glad my bf will be home when he’s here moving his stuff in because if he had work today, the roommate wouldve have to move everything in without anyone here a...


May 01, 2019

April 30th

I visited my uncle’s grave and visited a bit. I went to an old client I had worked with’s apt to drop off her key I had found after a year or so of it being lost. She told me she had pnemonia and...


April 30, 2019

Faded Fake Flowers

Ive got to get the new roommate’s room and bathroom cleaned up today before he moves in this Friday. I also gotta sweep the house because his father is helping him move and itd look bad on us to ...


April 30, 2019

About me...

Who am I? I still havent figured it out and I think its because I’ve given myself to other people for so long, I dont know. Ive always wanted the other person to be happy, whether it was friends ...


April 29, 2019

Im so pissed off today!

Ive literally been to 7 stores to find a fucking receipt book or pad and NOBODY has anything! I dont fucking get it! Big Walmart is reorganizing its fucking store so where it shouldve been is no ...


April 26, 2019

Other People

There’s this new guy working with my bf now and he said would probably be the perfect guy for me. He describes him as a redneck type of guy who loves the outdoors. He wakes up early before work a...


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