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1 day ago

fuck

Still coughing and sniffling but otherwise feel better. FOUND BIG BROTHER ATTRACTIVE FOR 5 MINUTES EARLIER. I was like LOL WTF IS GOING ON then I remembered I haven’t had sex in almost a month. ...


I’M GOING FULL SHANE ON THIS ONE AND RECAPPING AN ENTIRE WEEK IN ONE ENTRY. IT’S LONG AS SHIT. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. (LOL SORRY SHANE, <3 <3 <3 4LYFE BUT I DEFINITELY MARK YOUR ENTRIES U...


6 days ago

UK Folks?!

Aight, I’ve crunched the numbers (lol no I haven’t, I’ve added two numbers together) and am 95% sure I can swing a UK visit in June. I’ll obviously be visiting Carolyn in Liverpool. I’m also des...


This week is just… like… could you fucking not, please. COULD YOU FUCKING NOT. Things: Snow, meaning snow routes for buses, meaning everything takes a fuckton longer and I almost die walking on...


IT SNOWED. THE OFFICE IS CLOSED. I HAD TO COME IN ANYWAY BECAUSE MY WORK INVOLVES PHYSICAL PAPERWORK TODAY. This exact thing happened last year. The only snow day of the year was during the one w...


HAVE A LOT TO DO TODAY. But here’s a thing that happened and PLEASE HELP ME INTERPRET WHAT THE FUCK. Was he… WAS HE ASKING ME IF I’M A DOM OR A SUB OR DID I HORRIBLY MISINTERPRET THAT. Like lit...


Christ, I just have nothing to say right now. I feel so fucking boring. Shins are busted so no run tonight (or possibly for A WHILE since they’re getting worse with every run), we’ll see if I c...


CW: Diet shit! Man, I just feel better. I JUST FEEL BETTER THAN I DID A MONTH AGO, and it’s nice. Tryna hold onto that, because after shitting on my food choices all weekend/not running, I’m feel...


Friday. Work winter party. First time drinking since karaoke. Had 3 glasses of white wine over the course of like, 5 hours and felt fucked up. I was POUNDING water all night, but nope, no dice. I...


RAN AGAIN LAST NIGHT. I wrapped my legs but shit did not fly for me. I don’t know if it helps with shin splints at all, but it did seem to slightly restrict my calves, which cause them to get tir...


Been thinking a lot about… well, I’ve been vaguely obsessing over every change I’ve made, but also thinking about… what that means? How people always tell you small changes over time is the only ...


I cannot believe they let me use such long fucking titles. My life is so boring when I’m talking about ~self-improvement~ instead of cute boys. Kinda jonesing for a crush right now, but alas, no...


January 21, 2019

HAPPY MLK DAY MOTHER LICKERS

I never write when I’m off work but I feel the need to remind myself of some stuff. The mere act of like, NOT having 1-3 beers a night is making a huge difference in my energy levels during the...


Had a whole thing about how the LP situation is INDEED similar to my stepmom’s thing, but not as bad by any stretch and doesn’t cause me anywhere near the same level of anxiety because he’s hones...


CW: PTSD sorta, vomit, suicidal ideations, weight loss, alcohol (Man those content warnings make this sound a LOT more fucked up than it is. I’M FINE, FOLKS. MOST OF THOSE TOPICS WERE JUST BRIEF...


WELP. Time to stop drinking. Haha. Not, like, permanently. But I definitely definitely definitely need to stop until I can set hard limits on myself even when I feel like having one more, because...


Welp! I broke Chocolate. Goddammit why couldn’t I just keep my STUPID IDIOT MOUTH SHUT. I hung out with GirlCrush last night. She and Chocolate got together to talk about how Chocolate is unhapp...


Yesterday was a shit show. I was sleep-deprived and infinitely busy and everything went FINE but holy shit, I forgot. I FORGOT WHAT SESSION FEELS LIKE. And we’re not even IN session yet. I should...


OH HI. I appreciate all your comments on the last entry, and honestly shocked no one attacked me on talking about parenting as though I have any fucking clue??? YOU HAD EVERY RIGHT. I know every ...


OH HI GUYS. I ordered lunch from Specialty’s. It was 15 goddamn dollars and I regret nothing. HOLY SHIT THIS POPPY SEED BREAD IS TOO GOOD TO EXIST. I need to learn how to make potato poppy seed b...


January 03, 2019

JaVidMo #3

“A video of a goal you hope to accomplish in six weeks.” https://www.instagram.com/p/BsM4jSdlwr1/?utm_source=ig_share_sheet&igshid=1xl0qag4thl5b


Literally all of these videos are going to be about me in some capacity, but here’s LP telling me why I’m great. (I posted it on Insta yesterday, I just forgot to put it on here.) https://www.ins...


December 28, 2018

COMPLAINTS + SURVEY

I SURVIVED THE THING. Actually it was very fun. Big Brother and I had two drinks before we got there, so I was loosened up and feeling social. I was basically on my game for most of the night. We...


I guess I could talk about actual Things instead of being sad about the meaninglessness of existence?!?!? Friday Happy hour with the Kord Blood Kidz and Nate. No one invited SOD because they coul...


One great thing about being apathetic towards Christmas is that there’s no post-Christmas depression. No matter how sweet my Xmas was as a kid, I always felt melancholy on Christmas night. All th...


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