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Stories of the Mental & Addicted

by KPink

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7 days ago

Wow.

I have a lot of messages to save here, but a lot more has happened. She picked Dante up from school yesterday, so when I went to get him from daycare, he wasn’t there. I thought maybe she was co...


March 28, 2021

Ugh She drank again

yeah. She is in her new apartment. My sister went over to take her something for the Switch, and found her drunk. She had been drinking Truly, which has a high alcohol content. Dante was there a...


June 10, 2020

The Little Boy

I picked him up yesterday. when I got there, he, his mom and her friend tierra were outside. Te was drunk. I got dante his shoes, he took some toys and we left. as I tried to leave, she asked y...


April 30, 2020

Update on Te

I guess I should update about Te. She got sober again and is back at work. So far so good. The following weekend, she got invited to go to a ranch with a friend. I changed my tactic and this ti...


April 20, 2020

Follow Up

Well, Saturday afternoon Te was back to “normal.” She missed Dante and wanted to come get him, but I ignored her. Dante and I took a walk to the store and I bought him some treats and a toy and ...


August 11, 2019

Shes drunk

Te asked me to babysit last might. she promised to behave and then said she probably wasn’t going to be out too late or that she was going to stay in town her other option was going to Casa Gra...


May 17, 2019

Peer Support

Welp. Te was hired by a behavioral health agency as a Peer Support Specialist. She has to get finger print clearance, and fortunately, all of her prior charges are appealable, if it is denied. ...


April 21, 2019

Follow up

I really had a hard time with Te’s relapse and was dreading coming back to write about it. but I need to get over it b/c I really miss this place and my peeps, plus avoidance is only okay tempor...


March 20, 2019

AA

Te is still being very secretive. But after yesterday’s text, she told me she was on her way to an AA meeting. sigh. Nikki, my sister, was going with her. This morning, she texted me: I went ...


January 14, 2019

Down again

I’m feeling a low, low. My back is hurting and that doesnt make it any better. But just thinking of my daughter and the frustrations with her behaviors is, despite all of these years, so hard t...


November 04, 2018

Very very down

today. It’s a combo of things, but mostly its Te. I’m sick with worry. ON Friday, her brother’s mom, Debi messaged me that Te’s uncle, Fella, was going to bring Te, Dante and her cousin to her...


January 30, 2018

Life is just soooo

grrrrrr I’m going through such a tough time right now, dealing with my mom, my daughter, the baby… Trying to understand or rationalize my mom’s behavior, support, lack of support, hateful nasty...


January 25, 2018

I cant take it.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Is my mom so awful?! She is being her. Te said she went out last night. So I would be willing to bet she went to the casino and lost big. And now, b/c Te...


January 04, 2018

My Poor Poor Mom

AUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dont even know what to say. She’s bitching at Te again, as usual. Te tried to explain to her that today is not the day. Stelo died. DId my mom care? did she offer ...


January 04, 2018

RIP - Te's friend Steelo

Ugh. When my daughter was on the streets, she was with this guy named Steven, or Steelo. They were addicts together, but he took care of her. When she was pregnant (not by him), he came and stay...


November 24, 2017

Broke as a Joke

Ugh. My finances are so bad right now. and Christmas sucks. I’m going to have to charge shit and I hate that. It’s hard b/c I basically have 6 months worth of birthdays starting in July. Wha...


November 11, 2017

Damaged

Well. the day after counseling, My daughter wrote my mom a really nice apology letter and put it on her bed when she got home (my mom wasnt there). My mom has yet to acknowledge it. She was ge...


Narcissism at its finest. My mom is being a childish fucking bitch. I’m so fucking sick and tired of her shit. and because she has “opened” her home to Te and the baby, I feel helpless to do a...


July 24, 2017

Case Manager?

Te just called. She’s still having tooth trouble, but she said its getting better. Then she started telling me she thinks she has a goal for a career!! WHAT!!! WHAT!!!! Never thought i’d hear ...


I met Te at the DMV and had the car transferred into her name. I paid for the registration for 2 years. $67. While we were there, she told me about her interview, and she said she thought she di...


February 07, 2017

My mom & Te

Ugh. this sucks. So Te is very very close to getting reunified with Dante. My mom has offered to let her live there, which is nice. but Te has expressed some issues about it. First she said it...


December 16, 2016

Court

Te’ has a ton of charges and warrants. She had 2 in Tucson, 1 was dismissed (minor in possession) and the other (failure to appear) she was fined $100. I told her I’d pay that for her for Christm...


November 28, 2016

Never!!

It’s so crazy to imagine I’d ever say that I’d never imagine that my crazy, drug addict of a daughter would be interested in going to college. Today I texted her to see about an appointment and ...


November 23, 2016

Te

Today was a DCS meeting. I participated by phone. They basically told Te the only boundary she has right now is being employed and having an income. Kmart hired her, then couldnt b/c of her bac...


September 30, 2016

Family Therapy

Te just texted me to see if I could be available on thursday morning for family therapy. that’s scary. all I can think of is rehashing all of the horrible things I did as a mother. and I can t...


Book Description

A place to put my entries about my mentally ill, unstable and addict daughter.