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Quiet people have the loudest minds.

by Melanin Monroe.

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July 03, 2018

*blank stare*

My baby brother. Oh, that boy. My first true love. Well, he’s not a baby anymore. He’s 21, will be 22 near the end of the month. He’s enlisting. Swearing in on Thursday. Got his assignments–Ft....


December 25, 2017

Christmas Tree.

In lieu if a full sized Christmas tree, I settled for a very small flower from a plant called Cannabis Ruderalis, broke it up, rolled it in cigar paper, lit it on fire, and inhaled it’s smoke unt...


February 17, 2017

Headspace.

Sorry I never got to that phto entry. I think about it every day, but I’m not in a good place. I’ve been sleeping a lot. That’s all I want to do. Work, sleep, repeat. They upped my Lexapro, I...


December 03, 2016

Be Excellent To Eachother

Today, I needed to go to the store. I was in a funky mood, because my dad was being a jerk. When I was parking, I saw a young man getting his very cute toddler daughter out of the car. It reminde...


December 01, 2016

I just...

I’ve never been so confused in my life. I need to sit and write about everything. Typing on a phone gets to be irritating My boobs hurt. And I’m out of pain medicine. Took some NSAIDS and I shi...


I’ve been watching a lot of documentaries lately. One was about Diane Schuyler, the woman who killed herself, her daughter, her brothers 3 children, and 3 others in a wrong way crash. It seems t...


July 22, 2016

Enraged.

I’m so sick. I even left work early, because my temperature was 99.7 and I was miserable. That’s why I haven’t posted the promised pictures. All I have energy to to is go to work and sleep. Also,...


I am speechless that people will defend the actions of these police officers. No one in the history of the world has walked into a save the rainforest rally and shouted “THE TUNDRA IS ALSO IMPOR...


My cousin, Mario. Yep, he’s the one who ruined my life when I was 7 and he was 14. I blocked him on all social media, or I thought I did. Forgot he had another Instagram. I rarely use Instagram ...


Even if you take away the fact that he was a boxer, and just go on his inspirational quotes, you’ll know that the world lost a beautiful human being today.


Remember when I used to post pictures all the time? Well, I’ve pulled my camera out of the closet, and charged the battery. I haven’t posted photos in a very long time! What would you like to see...


March 16, 2016

Uber thoughts.

In the back of my Wednesday morning uber, I’ve come to the startling realization that I Cannot wait to get my license back. Also, God painted an especially beautiful sunrise this morning.


Today is my birthday. I spent it working in the hospital I was born at! I was born at 12:24. At 12:24 today, I was getting lunch. This is the sixth birthday I’ve been in a hospital! My birth, fi...


February 25, 2016

Please, no.

So, like 4 people in my new office had birthdays this week. Mine is tomorrow. Please, pretty please don’t let there be balloons and stuff for me. I don’t like extra attention.


My previous entry is unfinished. I wrote it before work, and meant to save it as a draft and continue working on it. Guys. I’m soooooooooo incredibly happy with life. Amazing things are happenin...


February 05, 2016

Generation problems.

My generation and the one behind me, what’s going to happen to us? Things are so different. The world has changed so much. The other week, there was a video of a police officer who came to check ...


February 02, 2016

Crazy?

Right before my Aunt pased away, I had went to visit her apartment with my friend. I probably went to see her on Tuesday, and she passed that Friday. She had diabetes, but she wasn’t deathly ...


My question this morning came about because my Mom and I were riding together, listening to a radio show. The host was talking about how ‘shameful’ teen pregnancy is. No one should say that. My m...


January 28, 2016

Just wondering.

If an 18 year old gets pregnant, and has the baby at 19, do you consider that teen pregnancy/motherhood?


January 20, 2016

One last prank.

Nicole passed away Tuesday morning Tuesday evening, Nicole’s sister went to buy her daily pick 4 ticket. 0415, for Nicole’s birthday. The lottery machine wouldn’t take her $5 bill, and it was too...


January 18, 2016

Um, no?

My Godmother’s sister is about to meet Jesus. I went to see her Sunday, but I couldn’t. She got sicker right before Mom and I got there. They were going to see where the blood she was coughing wa...


January 02, 2016

Never thought.

There was this guy I used to work with at the store. He was the coolest guy. His smile lit up the whole room. This morning, I’m browsing Facebook and I see someone saying R.I.P Derek, then someon...


December 28, 2015

America is ridiculous.

If you’re a cop, you can kill people carrying toy guns in an open carry state. Also, you can kill kids who open the door with a Wii remote in their hand. R.I.P Tamir Rice. R.I.P John Crawford. R...


December 26, 2015

I miss you.

Christmas was nice. I don’t really celebrate anymore. It’s a stressful time of year, for many reasons. When I was 15, on December 4th, a car ran a red light, and hit my Godmothers car. My 19 mont...


Mother Nature surprised me with a very heavy period, complete with excruciating cramps, leg pan, migraine, and stomach issues from both ends. Since my birthday is February 26th, I suppose I’ll al...


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