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And So It Goes....

by chocolatechip

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Can I really call it, “moving on”? W ell, I have not had any harassment the last two nights. Last night I was awakened at 3am by the sound of someone using the exit door, which is located...


October 19, 2021

Peace of Mind, Somewhat?

Yes, it is good that I caught him in the act and that he was or is going to be confronted by my landlord, but is it really over? That is what has been worrying me. I went to the...


October 19, 2021

Caught!

Sunday night, I caught my stalker, in the act. He did not know that I was up. I told my landlord about it. He told me that he was going to talk to him.


October 17, 2021

Of Sunday...

Today was not one of the easiest days in which to get through. Given that I no longer care about the situation with the stalker, things will hopefully get easier. Tonight, I am re...


October 16, 2021

New Lease on Life!

No longer can my stalker create intimidation. I no longer care! They are nothing but a yellow-bellied coward. They cannot face me in person, with the issues they have with me. They are not worth ...


October 14, 2021

On Their Watch...

I have been up since 3:30 am. That was when my stalker rapped on my door. I could not get back to sleep. I got up and began my morning routine. I went outside for a smoke, came back in, took a ba...


October 14, 2021

3:30 am

This was my wake-up time, due to someone rapping on my door at 3:30am.


October 13, 2021

A Better Day...

It was a quiet night, which helped me, immensely. There were no knocks or fists pounding on my door. As far as my overall disposition was this morning, a peaceful and unalarming night made all of...


October 12, 2021

Nighttime Knocking x 2

Twice, last night someone knocked on my door. It was at 11:46 p.m., EST. The second time was at 3:46a.m., EST. I don’t understand. Some think it’s my neighbor, the one w/ anger control issues. I ...


October 11, 2021

Of Today...

My day got better as it went along, as I got busy. Wet mopping my apt., actually helped me to feel more energetic and put me in a better mood. I felt a sense of accomplishment, My laminated floor...


October 10, 2021

chocolatechip has had it...

I am over-worked and sleep deprived. That is not a good combination. The intermittent knocking on my door, late at night is taking its toll. Friday night was the worst. I went to bingo, then came...


October 09, 2021

How Things Have Been...

Last night, I attended bingo. I had a reasonably good time. I brought down treats. I won once. I was offered coffee, which was nice. Last night, at 5am someone banged their fi...


October 07, 2021

What is New...

I rec’d my c-pap order, two days early. Last night, with being able to use my c-pap, I slept well. I have been very busy, spraying and doing laundry and bedding. I am determined to rid myself of ...


October 06, 2021

Equipment Issues...

When I found out I had bedbugs, I overhauled my bedroom, and must have inadvertently thrown away the 2 magnetic snaps that attach to the headgear of my C-pap gear. Hence, I had to order two magne...


October 05, 2021

Why People Retaliate...

I have figured it out. When a diarist writes an entry, then receives an undeserving response, it is probably because the diarist has been writing about all of the good things that are going on in...


October 04, 2021

Just for the Record...

I do have a mild bedbug infestation. It is NOT due to my being dirty. Anyone can contract bedbugs......ANYONE. Secondly, I DO have self-respect. I love myself. Loving yo...


October 03, 2021

It is a "Buggy" Situation!

I have bedbugs. I have been using this bedbug spray that was given to me. I doused my bed and couch. I got rid of a lot of excess stuff in my bedroom and took it out to the dumpster. I washed my ...


October 02, 2021

Of Saturday...

It was an “average” weekend day. The afternoon consisted mainly of laundry. There is nothing to study, presently as I am waiting for the shipment of module 3. Yesterday, I took the last exam for ...


October 01, 2021

How Things Have Been...

We are having beautiful Fall weather here, in the northeast. I completed module 2 of my course. My average for the course, thus far stands at 93%. That is not bad for a 60 year old returning stud...


September 28, 2021

Ostracization...

There is a group of tenants in the building that is thick as thieves. They do things for each other, but not for myself. They share secrets and openly tell the people in the group, when I am arou...


September 27, 2021

Used and Abused...

I had a male friend (not the one from my previous entry), that would come over to have me look stuff up on the computer for him, about various things. Well, I have not seen him around for quite s...


In a way, I feel as if I had been led on. Never develop feelings for someone whom is still entangled with someone else. You end up feeling hurt. Nothing happened, not even a kiss on the cheek. In...


September 26, 2021

To Err is Human...

I almost fell completely off of the track. I have a long time male friend. We are close friends. He has a long-time gf. He has often told me, as of late that their relationship is virtually non-e...


September 24, 2021

Hello Friends!

Well, the weekend has arrived. Yesterday, I received my second module shipment of course materials. I took the exam for assignment one, receiving an overall grade of 95%. That brought my course a...


September 21, 2021

Awesome Life!

My life is changing for the better. I am looking forward to a brighter future, thanks to being a student of distance education. I am learning new things. I am receiving ongoing support and praise...


Book Description

For now, this a journal about my thoughts and feelings.