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And So It Goes....

by chocolatechip

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3 days ago

I Am Leaving...

Today marks my officially leaving the ranks of the smokers. I am an official non-smoker. I am in a nicotine cessation program. The method prescribed to me by my doctor is the nicotine transdermal...


5 days ago

I Have to Say...

As of late, my life has not been to bad. It is the time of the season to get out and socialize. I do, and it helps me, immensely. I was not always a people person, not in high school. I won’t go ...


6 days ago

Bingo Fun...

I went in late for bingo. I won twice. After that, some of us sat down at the gazebo until about 11pm. The fire alarm in the building went off. I do not know what level the call was on. Today, I ...


In this journal community, I have probably written more troubling entries than happy, positive entries. Yes, I have been told that your journal is for you but, over the years, I have developed a ...


Further, I am no longer upset by those two people. Why? You may ask. I will tell you why. The way I see it, if people do not care about my situation, or do not like me, period I really do not car...


June 14, 2021

Barrel of Emotions...

I give and I give and I give. Once in awhile, it would be nice to get back. I am in no way talking about anything of material gain. There are 2 people I know, of whom I am no longer going to go o...


June 12, 2021

Hey Everyone!

Check out my new summer photo icon for my PB account. :)


June 12, 2021

A Relatively Good Day...

It was a warm and sunny day, here in the Northern Panhandle of West Virginia. I socialized a lot. I talked with my good friend, “Sally”. She is a real sweetheart. I am glad that I have a friend i...


June 10, 2021

June 10th...

It has not been too bad of a day. I put in a few calls to a person whom assists me with transportation. I am in need of several rides, this month. Every month, I also purchase a $40.00 bus pass, ...


It was a rough day, a few days ago. It may have been signaling some type of bowel infection. For the past two mornings, when I look in the mirror, at my tongue, it is white. It is normally pink. ...


June 09, 2021

Update...

I phoned my gastroenterologist. He is going to run tests to see if I have a bowel infection.


June 08, 2021

Later On...

I have not yet heard back from my doctor. My health concerns may or may not be serious but, as with many other seniors whom live alone, when a health situation sets in, I worry about not being ab...


June 08, 2021

Of Today...

This morning, I experienced the usual nervousness, worrying and anxiety. In addition, My tongue was white this morning and one of my bowel movements consisted of mucous only. I called my doctor, ...


June 07, 2021

Realization.

I am glad that I can utilize this site to jot down my feelings. I got up for a late night snack, and thought of something. When I am interested in someone, and think that there may be a chance th...


June 07, 2021

Hello.

Today, I was sick. I was having gastric distress. I also had diarrhea. I was also worrying, a lot about just about everything. Yesterday, I was out in the heat, for a few intervals, well several,...


June 06, 2021

Of Sunday...

It was generally, a beautiful summer day. Several times, I went outside and down to the new gazebo. Sometimes, other tenants were around. Sometimes, there were not. I am trying to be friendly and...


My friend “Sadie” has twiced tried to tell me what to do. She had tried to tell me what to do about two different situations, of which were absolutely none of her business. She was actually tryin...


May 29, 2021

Hello.

Hello to my ProseBox family. Have a fun, safe holiday weekend! :)


May 29, 2021

This Morning...

This morning, I felt nervous and agitated. I declined going grocery shopping with my daughter. It has been raining. I just was not up for it. I have things that I need to accomplish, around my ap...


For the past few days, I have been moderately stable. With Bipolar 1 Disorder, any small upset can make me do a tailspin into Bipolar Depression. I try to avoid upsetting situations. Here is a pr...


May 27, 2021

Great Day!

Weather-wise, it has been an absolutely perfect day. I left, this morning to go to my dr.’s to receive my vitamin B12 injection. After that, I caught the bus to Walmart. I bought a very pretty, a...


May 25, 2021

I am Doing Well!

My mood has improved. I spoke w/ my nurse practitioner. That helped, a lot! :) Today I had cable tv installed and have a lot to watch! :) It is a/c weather here, in the Upper ...


May 23, 2021

Feeling Better...

This morning, my mood lifted. I am having a fairly good day, with no upsets. I was given the diagnosis of Bipolar 1 Disorder, among other psychiatric diagnoses. The weekend is allowing me to de-f...


May 21, 2021

The Passage of Time...

I am 60. Life is waning. My morning depression and anxiety is reaching its pinnacle. I need a morning worker. My worker is here in the afternoons. I need someone to assist me with beginning my da...


There is not really much new with me. Boy, I must be boring, lol. Today, I wore my new summer dress that I ordered from the Carol Wright Gift Catalog. I like it. It is pretty and cool! I am consi...


Book Description

For now, this a journal about my thoughts and feelings.