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April 04, 2024

Eye exam

Going in order of events… I woke up choking because my head was in a funny position as I lay on my stomach. I have a feeling that if I wasn’t fat, this wouldn’t have happened. Yeah, I had one of ...


April 03, 2024

States

Visiting all 50 states was probably on somebody’s bucket list, but studies show that out of 50 states, 8 is the average number most people have visited. Sadly, many never leave the state in which...


April 03, 2024

GYN, Rhonda

Tom just left to give plasma because my GYN appointment, which we were going to leave for now, has been canceled. My GYN had to go on medical emergency leave until September. Wow! Must be somethi...


As I totally knew would be the case, abortion is about to become illegal here but do I feel bad for people this time? Nope. They got exactly what they voted for and exactly what they wanted. They...


April 01, 2024

Who were they?

I thought about the Andy possibility some more when it comes to the narcissistic psychopath material that was anonymously sent to me on the old version of MD back in 2013. I started having some d...


I definitely don’t have as much energy as I had yesterday. I’m not horribly tired, but I’m tired. Again I got the same 83 sleep score. Slept a little less than 8 hours this time, but there was on...


March 30, 2024

High-rise dreaming

Today I have pretty good energy compared to what I usually have and Tom and I are still none the wiser as to what’s causing it to come and go. Yesterday’s sleep score was 90 with two spikes in o...


Slept for 8 hours, got a sleep score of 90, and still woke up tired. I didn’t return to bed, but I laid down here and there. My weight is now down to 158.3 and it’s definitely not from dieting, ...


March 28, 2024

Stormy

I’m so exhausted thanks to the thunderstorms we had in the afternoon that woke me up a few times. I don’t understand why the hell we’re having this kind of weather in March. All I do know is that...


March 26, 2024

Veed

Getting to know Veed a little better which is going to be my Swell replacement for now when it comes to audio journaling (ask if you want the link). Got up in the afternoon after 5.5 hours of sl...


Time to take a break from Swell because, as Tom said, people ramble and I’m getting more and more rambling replies to my Swells with people taking several minutes to repeat the same damn thing th...


March 24, 2024

Third drowning nightmare

I’ve got a few things to update on, but first I’ll get the nightmare out of the way that has me worried. How I wish I wasn’t psychic and had the luxury of writing it off as just a simple nightmar...


March 23, 2024

Dream analysis

They posted the pics from painting class and damn do I look huge! Short, old, and huge, lol. My arms are so huge that they round out in these half-moons. Tom doesn’t think so but you know how we ...


March 23, 2024

Fatigue and burning

Woke up with decent energy, but then I felt tired after spending a little over an hour finishing up the organization of the master bathroom and a few other things. I messaged Rhonda about the fa...


March 22, 2024

Painting day

I would have gotten my entry posted earlier if I wasn’t fighting the usual battle of fatigue. Again, better than anxiety, but anything that affects your daily activities or peace of mind is never...


March 21, 2024

Vitamins

Saw a headline about a movie about whites being the most dangerous thing bombing in box offices, and I was kind of surprised it bombed since that’s so typical of modern times and everyone’s obses...


March 20, 2024

Cold, tired and forgetful

Red Violet and Platinum Iris. Those are the names of the colors I got yesterday at the salon. They’re from the DND Mermaid collection. So I saw a headline about Trump asking the Supreme Court for...


March 19, 2024

Mani-pedi

Today has been a mix of fun, frustration, and fatigue, and right now I’m getting kind of pissed because Happy’s barking his ass off. First time it’s gone on for several minutes rather than just s...


March 18, 2024

No infection

Earlier this morning, I planned to have a mani-pedi, but the salon was closed. Instead, we visited Treasure Mart during a nice mini thunderstorm, a place we hadn’t been to in many months. We spot...


After five doses, I had to stop the Nitrofurantoin because it was affecting my lungs. I woke up with my lungs tight and was coughing and had a little congestion which didn’t seem normal for me. I...


March 16, 2024

Plugging away

Having less burning since beginning the antibiotics but still feel oddly chilled at times and definitely tired. I hope the part where I feel cold isn’t because I’m getting hypo again. My weight i...


March 15, 2024

UTI confirmed

It has been confirmed that I do indeed have a UTI. I figured something was going on with all that burning. I mean I was using the Replens and was fine for a while until I got sick. So I ended up ...


March 14, 2024

Couldn't pee :-(

Here’s a transcription from one of my Swellcasts. Of course I’ve had to edit a little bit here and there. Yesterday was a good day that turned very frustrating in the end and I mean VERY frustrat...


March 13, 2024

Mudslide, Rhonda

Yay, I’m not as tired as I was yesterday. Despite being tired yesterday, we ran out to Publix for a few things in the morning. I’m trying Chi-Chi’s mudslide alcohol cocktail and it tastes similar...


March 12, 2024

Burning

I’m glad I decided to allow comments again. Not just because I feel cut off from friends I’ve made that I’ve known for a while and never had any problems with but because I decided that’s it, I’m...


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