Lupo Solitario
“Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away.”
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The Real Disaster Artist in A New Chapter
Things have been going a little better. My father, I have gone from respecting him a lot a a man to losing complete faith in him in a few years. I am not really sure where to begin but the way he...
The euology of AIM in A New Chapter
A few days ago I heard the news that AOL would be discontinuing their AIM service (AOL Instant Messenger.) It is a strange feeling, for me and so many people of this generation, AIM was such a co...
T. Errible or a sad entry in A New Chapter
It has been quite some time since I have written here. In fact, it has been a little bit over a year but I am back for the time being. I guess I have reserved myself from writing here in a long ...
Hole in A New Chapter
So.. An ongoing theme of my diary is this weird hole that I feel in my life. I don’t really know what it is. Sometimes I sit down and think of what really makes it go away. Now, I am not going to...
Centuries in A New Chapter
It has been such a long time since I sat down and took the time to spill my thoughts. I also feel kind of guilty..i think I have not written here in almost a year. The other day it popped into m...
That face in A New Chapter
I have always had a serious look. It is just part of my genetics I suppose. Lombroso would have a riot with me I imagine. My grandfather always looked serious and so did my father. I don’t really...
Spoiled in A New Chapter
The other day I was talking with Jessica about what excites me. She was bummed because lately nothing seems exciting. Holidays don’t mean shit anymore because everyone is always working, everythi...
A farewell to Frida in A New Chapter
Today we had to make a very difficult family decision. One of our dogs, Frida, had to be put to sleep. She had been dealing with health issues in recent months. It all started out when her stomac...
Old friend in A New Chapter
It has certainly been some time since I came here to vent out. Life has just been too busy. I suppose I always get caught up on wanting to write a ton to catch up the world on what I have been up...
The Emperor's Return in A New Chapter
Life has taken some interesting turns. Some good and some bad. It is a lot to explain and it will take time. I am mostly concerned of growing professionally at the moment. I have finally reached ...
The Buenos Aires Years in A New Chapter
It is funny how the mind sees something and reacts to it..creating links to previous occurrences from our life time. The other day, I was watching footage from the new Mortal Kombat game showed a...
Going about it in A New Chapter
Sometimes I can't believe the shit I write in here. I guess I freak out at times..just like everyone else. The main difference is that I typically don't discuss it with anyone and keep it to myse...
Change in A New Chapter
Sitting in my living room. My TV is blasting house music from Holland. I am drinking a glass of water. Before water, I was drinking Jameson Irish Whiskey. I have been very thoughtful this pa...
Biggest Dissapointment in Life in A New Chapter
The other day I was talking to a friend about disappointments in life. Various topics came up, ranging from college, family relations, music to much more. I really looked deep to answer this one...
Finally back in A New Chapter
A lot has happened since my last entry. I think it has been about 2 months. Jeez. I did start writing up the entries for the Italian trip but I never got around to finish them. I think I got bog...
Well, that was completely unexpected in A New Chapter
So when it rains, it pours. So far 2014..I am only 2 months in and you are already throwing some serious fucking curve balls. My roommate just vanished today. I think I need to rewind a bit to pr...
The Art Projects in A New Chapter
With my new diary here I want to cover other aspects of my life..that I didn't particularly speak much of before. For example, I never really wrote much about my art work at my previous diary. I...
Hitting The Fan in A New Chapter
So, yesterday things finally tipped over. Backtrack about 2 years ago, I was living at home and things were getting miserable. For a young male in his 20's, living at home in the modern age can b...
Tribute to Opendiary in A New Chapter
It is very bittersweet to have to write this entry..but also..exciting. like hundreds, maybe thousands of others, I am coming in from Opendiary. I was a member for over 10 years. It is funny, but...